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Work in Progress II: The Time-Being

2010-02-10T03:03:00.000-08:00

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When you see women or children speaking in a higher pitch to animals, other children, or dolls or insects — do you think it is merely cute? If so, you’re sorely mistaken. What’s actually happening is that they are encoding more information per cycle of vibration than lower voiced signals do. Since smaller creatures (and cellular hyperstructures) are living at a faster rate of relational (and thus sonic) time, the creatures actually receive more information. To raise the pitch is to modulate time upward in speed. To lower it is to slow it. Earthquakes are speach. A dog’s bark is a complete sentence. The only reason you can’t understand them is that you’re listening at the wrong rate. Your cells can hear the smallest, fastest rate. Your ears can hear much of the rest, what is beyond your ears, your bodies themselves (being networks, and instances of networks) can hear the rest. All of language is yours, and your form is perfectly suited for this.

Laughter is when you suddenly — and usually happily — emit copious flows of information in spasms, and it is contagious. Crying is similar, but the heart moves usually in the opposite polarity. Sometimes laughter and crying come together. In a mixed emergence. All of these, like the infant’s cooing, the calls of birds, the speech of insects, and the very voice of the planet are discernable to you. You are made of them, how could it be otherwise? But the static language you use, and its presumptions, lie to you, putting you into a strange hypnotic state from which very few awaken. The reason they cannot awaken is simple: the fundamental definitions they use to identify things, beings and circumstances have been impoverished in ways invisible to those who have never played with similar cognitive assets not sharing this characteristic.

Listen to the sound of the laughter of the children. It contains pure information, unsullied by paradigm of its encoding, expression, or decoding. It is a gift beyond all price, and an asset beyond all value. It contains the answer to every question, every problem, every threat.

Listen to the sound of those crying for their lost loved ones. For their children, wives, parents, husbands, brothers, friends, sisters, teachers. For their pets. For their masters. Listen to the sound of their weeping, their hope for simple dignity, their dream of a better world.

Or listen to the dolphins. Or the whales. Listen, indeed, to the sky itself.

But Listen!

Temporal Linkages in Animalian Cognition

The experience of time is related to the flow of biocognition (organismal sensing, evaluation, response, communion) through, around, and within an organism, its constituents, and the groups and supergroups of which it is at once a member and an instance.

It is my experience that human models of time are completely misfounded. I’m not the only one with this idea, nor am I the first. The problem is serious, and deadly, and needed resolution long before Einstein began explaining that time and space were unified, and that our models were wrong. But it goes beyond that into the mechanization of our experience…

Some 50 years later, we have failed to integrate these understandings, let alone surpass them. This situation must change immediately since it comprises a serious threat to human safety and intelligence. It comprises a constant threat to the very basis of human intelligence.

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A group of scientists led by Diana Freckman of Colorado State University occupy a research station near the permanently frozen Lake Hoare in the McMurdo Dry Valley. Studying the ecology of the area, they have discovered a curiously simple ecosystem within the soil. Though the land is frozen half a mile deep, it is covered by a thin dry soil eroded from the rocks by the scouring wind. This soil harbours frost-tolerant bacteria and algae which are grazed upon by one or two species of nematode worm, themselves the prey of a third species of worm. The worms are mostly present in the soil as desiccated husks. Only when a rare trickle of snow meltwater moistens the soil do the microbes and nematodes spring into activity, hurriedly grazing, eating, and reproducing before the freeze entombs them again.

—Johnjoe McFadden, Quantum Evolution, W. W. Norton & Co., Inc., 2000, p.22

Day and night obey different clocks, and the one obeyed by night has little or nothing to do with timepieces. Many domains of temporal relation reliably exist, and nearly none of them are discussed either at the dinner table or the academy. During the night, time warps and distorts, freezing, stuttering, and speeding beyond the capacities of our measuring. Understanding anything about the actual nature of time requires a radical departure from the models nearly every authority will demand we obey. Though we need not discard them, we must utterly de-authorize them in order to gain direct experience that is unprogrammed by their implicit schemas. We have such experience all the time, we are simply hobbled by everything we are trained to observe, name, and experience.

Although we may apply mechanical models and measures to time for our own use, convenience, or the enforced slavery of self or others, Time is not so much a matter of mechanics as it is a matter of relation. Our terribly flat (monodimensional and relationally ignorant) ideas about these circumstances and their measure are crippling our intelligence, as well as our persons. This is something we must closely attend together and resolve, both for current and future generations.

Here on Earth, cells, organelles, insects, animals, plants, fungi and human beings have meaningful experience of the cycles of the orbital entities: the Sun, the Moon, and (the many) others.

Make no mistake; very tiny orbitals may loom large in the relational experience of terrestrial life-forms. An example would be any object which is either closely approaching, impacting, or sending particles of itself down into the atmosphere of Earth. There are other forms of effect far more cryptic as the practice of astrology and other mantic arts implies.

In case you doubt that new or untracked orbitals commonly have significant effect on terrestrial experience or the planet herself, avail yourself of research on the crater we call Chicxulub and the Tunguska event.

More recently, (and more cryptically) the arrival and near passage of two ‘ancient timekeepers’ is of interest to those who understand the Navajo (and Amerindian) ‘Following Pair’ mysteries, and those whose inner senses recognize the arrival of tiny messengers who nonetheless have a significant ‘impact’ even though they may not strike the Earth directly. I speak of 2010 AL30 and 2010 AG30. Discovered on January 10, 2010, these objects made their close approach on 1/13 (.3 lunar distances) and 1/14 (2.7 lunar distances) of 2010.

Scientists called them ‘weird’ and they were far more correct than any can understand or admit. Shortly before their approach the entire Pacific Plate lit up with extreme earthquake activity around its circumference, with the first in a series of large quakes coming on the day of the closest approach of 2010 AL 30. On January 12, 2010 at 21:53 GMT (13:53 PST) a 7.0 Earthquake in Haiti killed some 200,000 people. I believe these events are related, and that there is either a causal or signaling relationship between these objects and the Earth’s sudden geological upheaval. 2010 AL 30 passed through the constellations Orion, Taurus and Pisces, the Archer, The Ox or Bull (•), and The Twin Fishes (double vesica). This strikes me as particularly meaningful, however explaining its significance is not here my goal. The Archer may refer to an event analogized in Robin Hood, in which (•)’s interests and plans are being secretly served, while ‘Two Women” are involved, either as allies, neutrals, or opponents.

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Time:

In this image of process, red = past and blue = future. These should probably be reversed, which would result in the images being inverted. Nonetheless, we can see that with each ‘pulse’ (or iteration of the source) there is more of both — past and future, and thus, though time has a beginning and an end, these do not have the meanings associated with limits. Additionally, through its transdimensional nature, ‘all of time’ is always available, ‘right here, in the now’ (the center). From this center, actions and awareness ‘reach out’ of temporal and physical locality to change both the past and the future (in open defiance of models that freeze the past or the grant too much importance to the temporal and physical position of the being in question (the self)).

I would like to begin with a simple model. But before I do, I ask that you consider that the size and complexity of an organism must necessarily (and dramatically) affect its experience of time, and it is this experience that matters, not our mechanical measurements. But this ‘idea’ is physically real, not just an imaginative concept. Although the politics of light affect the experience of the simultaneity of events, so too do the politics of size and complexity.

The reason we use insects (or cells) in laboratory genetics experiments is simple: they provide the opportunity to observe multiple generations in a short or very short time span, and this allows us to more adeptly trace the complexities of phenotypes and other genetic expressions at play.

But size is not the only arbiter of temporal experience. Additionally, we must differentiate between simpler organisms (such as single-cell organisms) and more complex organisms (such as an insect, mouse, fish, or other animal). Time (or what I would call temporal flow) also has a lot to do with the number of constituents that comprise an organism or group, as well as the physical size. It should be clear that (as a guideline to which there are numerous exceptions) time is passing much faster for small, relatively uncomplex organisms than it does for larger relatively complex organisms — and the crucial thing to notice here is that relationality (the effective possibilities of relational activity and experience) is a crucial factor in this difference.

Before we move onto the next phase of our exploration, let’s take a moment to note that although the heart rate of various animals may differ dramatically, it’s not merely a fable that each kind of creature gets approximately the same number of heartbeats in a lifetime. Nor is it a binding rule, but there is strong evidence that size (in animals) has a binding relationship to life expectancy as it may be measured by mechanical methods utilized by representational humans. It should be noted that very few indigenous peoples utilize mechanical methods for temporal relation or measurement.

Lifespan Ratios

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Now, let us begin with a model. First, we will use a model that doesn’t involve organisms. To make it simpler, we’ll invert the familiar model of a planet thusly:

Imagine a mirror on the inside of a sphere. At the core of the sphere is a lightsource, such that the interior of the sphere is illumined. The sphere rotates slowly about the lightsource at the center, and the sphere is permeable such that someone may introduce objects into it. We will introduce a droplet of ‘mirrorWater’ which you may imagine as being like a droplet of mercury which clings to the sphere’s inner wall and does not move except if the sphere is jostled by some extrinsic force, in which case it does what liquids do (it jiggles until it expends the energies it acquired from the jostling). Since the sphere is a mirror, and the mercury is a mirror, these both mirror each other, and also the light source. In this simple model, we will measure the flow of time as ‘the relative quantity of observable changes in reflections (in the sphere’s surface and the droplet) during one complete rotation around the core’. We will make one revolution in this state, to establish a baseline. Having never seen such a mirror, I am not sure what the result of adding the droplet would be, it might exist like a jewel atop a ‘ring’ of reflection that travels relative to the droplet as the sphere resolves. Someone with a better understanding of physics will have to answer this question for me.

Now, as a control, we‘ll remove the lightsource, evacuate the sphere, and run the same revolution. Is there any flow at all? In other words… with no participants, and nothing relating to itself or anything else (remember, we’re limiting our inquiry to the inside of the sphere), time really isn’t happening. There’s nothing to relate against, so there can’t be any flow. Flow requires, at the very minimum, a subject and a context. No ‘reflections’, no flow. We could also say ‘no relations, no flow’. We could argue about whether or not we need living participants, but for now, for the sake of our model, we have agreed to set this argument aside.

Let us return to our lit sphere, with one droplet of waterMirror. We will freeze time, and while it is frozen, we will add a second droplet of mirrorWater near the first. We will then resume our rotation for the span of one complete cycle. The first thing that happens is not a doubling of flow. Much more. In fact, one might say that the ‘amount’ of flow has increased ‘infinitely’ or at least in a way that superficially appears infinite. Here’s why: regardless of whether our droplets make rings or not on the inside of the sphere, they create constantly modulating feedback between each other and the surface of the sphere. This is the effect you’ve seen at some barbershops where you have a mirror before and behind you, and they create an ‘infinite’ tunnel of reflections. On curved surfaces, this effect will differ, but will share features with flat mirrors. So the ‘arithmetic’ addition of a single other relational element does not result in an arithmetic increase in flow, but in a logarithmic one. And this is further echoed in the complexification of the medium (the sphere) or the context in which these events are ‘contained’.

Now let’s merely add ‘weather’, and run another cycle. What we shall notice is that each drop experiences the entire cycle from a unique — yet utterly complete — position of relation. Beyond that, they each uniquely experience and express each other’s reflections. Again, the increase in flow is astonishing, add –anything at all- to our little model, and the substantive and quantitative effects are staggering to behold. And yet, we are only examining little bubble-shaped mirrors. Before we depart for more sophisticated terrains, let us make two last changes to our model, which now has variable weather. The first change will be that each of our droplets will divide, forming a child on the opposite side of the sphere. Each of these children shall conserve the entire history of their parent, and become not a new ‘individual’, but instead, a new instance of all historical moments (all experiences, all reflections) of its parent. As with their parents, they shall also reflect each other, the sphere, and the weather — as well as (we presume this is possible), their parent and its companion. Now the outcome of this is of an entirely new order, because both parent and child affect each other and their companions recursively, such that any changes to the child or parent, whether they are in direct reflective contact or not, profoundly affect each other’s experiences and expressions of temporal flow in a similar variety of even more sophisticated ‘infinite progressions’, which, of course, change the context in a similar fashion as well.

And our last thought experiment will be to repeat the previous phase, with a new addition — the occasional random physical disturbance of the sphere itself. We will imagine small objects crashing into its outside surface, causing vibrations within that ‘jiggle’ our waterMirror bubbles. This slight alteration in the environment introduces radical new complexities, as each bubble modulates uniquely during these disturbances, and generates entirely new dimensions of experience, expression, and reflection. Again, the arithmetic addition results in a logarithmic expansion of actual data, and temporal flow.

In this model, the experience of time is unique to each participant and also comprises a shared experience of inter-reflection in which the unique character, history, and position of each participent imbues the flow with novelty, treasures of learning, and myriads of other features that insure it is a living flow, rather than a mechanical pulse. Time is emerging as the instantaneous outcome of relation amongst many simultaneous orders or scales — and any group that can be comprised from the bubbles. The addition of other variables endows the bubbles with further unique distinctions, yet simultaneously the result is that the fundamental nature of the unity (the sphere, that which disturbs it, the weather within, the bubbles, the reflections) is enhanced with new domains of relation, velocity, and the polarities of these.

Note: Prokaryotes (bacteria) usually ‘mature’ (become capable of division) within a few hours of being thusly generated (this varies upward to a few days). Some generate spores during inhospitable circumstances, and these are essentially hibernation-bodies which can be viable from months to years if current understandings are correct.

Work in Progress: The Transentient Networked Intelligence of the Commensal Microbiota (TNICM)

2010-02-02T11:49:00.000-08:00

Free All Prisoners.

If you have not yet read the first five (previous) postings, please do so now, before proceeding, unless you have been specifically invited to begin here.

What is presented here is not fact but something far more valuable and alive. Facts comprise the skeletal remains of living questions, and in what faces us now, facts will be of comparatively little use in understanding the profound and radical changes that are now a part of our common experience. Because these are not facts, they must be tempered and activated with the understanding of your own heart; your child’s heart — not the heart of the adult. The adult’s heart is too much like science or organized religion: it –already claims to know- what phenomenon are and mean; a useless and possibly deadly approach to take in the face of novelty (whatever the character of this novelty may be).

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On the Necessity of the Transentient Networked Intelligence of the Commensal Microbiota for the Establishment and Function of Human Cognitive Capacities.

“Today, although mitochondria still possess their own DNA and still reproduce like bacteria, they cannot live on their own. The parasitism has become permanent: neither partner can escape, neither can survive separation. The first protists were thus odd couples, the results of fusion of two, or (in the case of plants), at least three once-independent beings. But unlike the fire-breathing being of Greek mythology who has the head of a lioness, the midsection of a goat, and a dragon’s tail, these chimeras were real.

How do predators become symbionts? How does a deadly infection become a bodily part?

The Korean-American biologist Kwang Jeon at the University of Tennessee has already witnessed such a transformation in the laboratory. The answer is thus less a mystery than before. Jeon’s experiments dramatically show how bacteria can change from virulent pathogens to needed organelles.

Like many of science’s most amazing discoveries, Jeon’s came about accidentally to the prepared mind. To his initial dismay he found one day that his amebas, which he grew in laboratory dishes, were sick and dying. Microscopic investigation revealed that each Amoeba Proteus was infected with some 150,000 strange bacteria. All but a few amebas died. Curious about the moribund survivors, Jeon injected new, healthy amebas with infectious bacteria taken from the moribund. Most newly injected amebas died within a few days although, again, some managed to survive. Those that did reproduced more slowly. After some months all the survivors were infected. But these survivors had fewer bacteria inside them than those which had died.

After growing generation upon generation of infected amebas, Jeon extracted the nuclei from several. He transplanted these nuclei into healthy, bacteria-free amebas, whose own nuclei had been microsurgically removed. The amebas with the transplanted nuclei died on the third or fourth day — unless Joen rescued them with a needleful of bacterial “infection”. The disease had thus become the cure. A deadly bacterium had become a vital cell part.

Decades later Jeon’s infected amebas are alive and well and living in in Knoxville, Tennessee. His experiments have been repeated numerous times, and now he observes that the amebas differ in many features from their never-infected ancestors. Pathogens have become symbionts on at least four occasions. Symbionts have become organelles each time. Invader and invaded merge, evolve into new life forms. Branches on the tree of life do not always diverge but sometimes come together to produce strange new fruit.”

— Dr. Lynn Margulis and Dorion Sagan, What is Life?, pp.107, Simon & Schuster, 1995 (The widow and son of Dr. Carl Sagan)

The approximate ratio of bacterial cells to animal cells in your body is: 10 to 1. Think about this carefully before you decide what your brain is, whether or not you have a soul, and what it means to be alive and cognitive. Ask yourself if there is not something more than ‘a species’ involved in being an animal or plant.

Think about this when you evaluate what is happening to you when you dream, or experience emotions such as joy, wonder, sexual desire, the desire for intoxicants, fear, hatred, love, disgust, horror, offense, &c.

Have you had an orgasm? Do you not still wonder what it is that is going on there — or do you just take it for granted? Do you feel sensations in your belly? In your torso?

Have you had a psychedelic experience? Do you really think that’s about your brain? Do you remember those sensations in your gut during onset, peak, and descent?

Have you ever awakened from a dream to feel your belly ‘swirling’? Ever fall, spinning, back into yourself after a dream?

Have you ever had ‘the spins’ either from being horribly sick, or horribly drunk? Ever fainted?

I hope that you do not -really- think that all of those experiences are ‘just your brain’ — because, let me tell you, if you took that thing in your head out of your body, it would neither have those experiences, nor survive the experience. But strangely — the opposite is not true:children born ancephalous (literally without brains), often survive quite some time. I believe one just had his first birthday. Score one for the home team, the kid’s got guts.

Scientists want to tell you that, as far as awareness goes, and personhood goes, it is about your brain. I am going to demonstrate that they are very confused about the nature and players of the game we call cognition. And more: brain-dead people are not dead (yet). You can argue till you’re purple about the ethical and legal ramifications, but if they have —any— capacity to have either brain or digestive activity (of any kind whatsoever) that person is a person, and is alive.

Something far far more amazing is going on than either Science or Religion can admit. In fact, both those of those ways of knowing have vested interests in either eliminating or co-opting the miracle we are. Practically no one is willing to admit it. Even the miracle itself.

That miracle is you.

Perhaps it’s about time we actually got a glimpse of this something. Together. With and for the sake of our actual source(s) and each other.

— the scribe

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It’s become popular in certain eccentric subcultures to sing the praises of DNA as if it were itself God in tinyForm, or god’s fingerprint. I think that’s rather goofy — because DNA is clearly a vehicle for the expression of something much more interesting than its admittedly wonderful self. But I wonder how many of those ‘true believers’ in the mystical wonder of DNA realized that they were automatically 9/10ths wrong?

Why? Because they were not even aware that 9/10ths of their DNA is not being counted. And it just so happens that the 9/10ths of ourselves we conveniently swept under the rug, and burned down like forests being made into charcoal, were actually crucially important assets to our physical, emotional, immunological, and amazingly wonderful selves.

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For 6/7ths of the history of life on Earth — there were no brains.

I am at this very moment eating yogurt, and I am going to be blunt. The organ of knowing was the gut. That delicate squishy bit in your headsack is little more than a very recently sent up evolutionary -flower-, and it serves a very similar purpose.

Throughout your body, and specifically in the mouth, throat, esophagus, digestive tracts, stomach and intestines you have an anciently evolved intelligence which is not human. It is the transentient bacterial network that comprises your birth-inheritance — an acquired universe of potential, histories, and capacities. Linked with your enteric nervous system and the left hemisphere (or the opposite in left-handed people) it becomes empowered to resolve any set of problems faster than you can generate them.The reason is simple: it’s been doing precisely that for so long that making numbers about it is absurd. This is the Tree of Life.

But, of course, there is a problem in paradise. And that problem is our secondary acquisition — a virulent, warmongering invader who refuses to share power, or be tamed. That interloper, that old ‘serpent’ is primarily the assets which eventually comprise our faculties of representational cognition. The tokens and methods that are expressed as formal communications, recording, and recapitulation schemas. Knowledge, and language. These co-opt the resources that would otherwise be available for deployment as active sensing, which is, in general, what animals and insects and plants are all about. In fact, pretty much every life form on Earth -other- than mankind is doing precisely that, all the time, without fail.

Mankind does something rather backwards. Representational sensing while awake, and active sensing while dreaming. This is the Tree of Knowledge — a kind of living death.

Very strange.

While you are awake, your anciently evolved biocognitive intelligence assets can only barely function, because the fuel and energetic flow that is their lifeblood (so to speak) is being siphoned off by the activity and function of the representational self, which is acquired through cultural immersion and becomes domineering during childhood (usually around ages 4-7).

This domineering ‘alien’ intelligence is a warrior and usurper par excellence. Once established through cultural inoculation, it expands explosively, utilizing all available metabolic and cognitive momentum for its own conquest, elaboration, regeneration, and general dominance of waking consciousness. This is one of the most sophisticated biocognitive con-games ever conceived of, because the invader is using the momentum of the victim to imprison that victim and utterly dominate them. This is not enough, however, it is not a matter of a single victim — the invader exists as a hyperactive, self-distributing network attack — it arrives to contagious proximity in, as and through every single person and all of the media we encounter.

While everyone around us are appear certain they are doing us a loving favor, they are destroying us with an infection so ubiquitous as to be considered a gift! And the vector of that infection is simply language, and formal knowledge. The specific ‘species’ of the ways of knowing that generate and distribute these for common inoculation are the culprits. We know them by common monikers: Science. Medicine. Religion. The Prison/Military/Industrial Complex. Educational Institutions. Courts. Advertisers. Gurus. Pornographers. You name it, it’s somewhere in the soup. This isn’t to say that all formal languge — or all culture — is dangerous in this way, or that all ways of knowing are like this. What I am saying is that the species that has had a hold of most of the world for a very long time is toxic, deadly, and shockingly self-interested. It’s the most competitive species, and it has killed of nearly all of its previously relatively diverse competitors. It’s not going to stop now that it’s near the finish line. Believe it.

But when you go to sleep, your anciently endowed transentient intelligence awakens, ejects the usurper (either largely or completely) and begins immediately attending its many crucial duties which have been completely ignored (or generated) by the daytime tyrant. It assists the body in restoring vital metabolic and energetic resources, and, through dreaming, to restore a variety of crucial energetic, metabolic and cognitive assets. Dreaming, it turns out, is central to both your ability to learn, and to survive — but more, it is central to our ability to function as cohesive groups, to troubleshoot problems, and to deal with dangers both seen and unseen.

At the heart of these epic conflicts and abilities lies something our science is too primitive to understand yet. It is not merely a bacterial intelligence, or your enteric nervous system or even your left hemisphere. It is all three of them, and much, much more. These elements form a unity, and that unity is not merely local to you in spaceTime — it is multiply local and transtemporal. These are concepts we can only barely speak meaningfully about, in part because Science only allows them to be discussed in the narrow scope of theoretical physics. Biology is not going to catch up any time soon, and even if it did it is impossible to pretend that our crude cartoons of these realities have much to do with their actual nature.

But there is one thing biology does tell us, and this thing is important: in order to slice a protein, an enzyme must manipulate single particles from superposition. This happens countless times per microsecond all throughout your body. Bacteria do this all day long. What I want to suggest is just as simple: that superposition is a unified position, where every being in all of space and time and including all dimensions, possible, probable, real, and imaginary — is one. From that position -all- information and any possible subset of information is not only available — it is alive, and that ‘superposition’ can, in a manner of speaking, and will answer questions ever more perfectly each time they are asked.

Now, what I am saying is that your entire body is sensitive to this, but particularly the network I have described above. Damage to this network, its connectivities or its constituents damages your mind, your body, and all of your organs, as well as rendering your immune system and CNS vulnerable to a wide variety of deleterious forces and pathogens.

Do not make the mistake of thinking I speak only of the microbiota of your digestive system; there are also many areas on the surface of your body which are similarly biocognitively active, unless you are constantly sterilizing them with soaps and chemistries designed to ‘kill germs’. Your mouth is particularly sensitive to ‘germ killers’, and nearly every company that sells any sort of common body or mouth product wants to ‘help you get rid of bacteria’.

Unfortunately, what these products are actually doing in the majority of cases is killing us, piece by piece. They are also affecting microbial evolutionary pathways in a variety of domains. These companies, advertising themselves as ‘warrior heroes’, are doing precisely the same thing to our bodies that corporations, oil companies, Monsanto, Bayer, Dow Chemical and others are doing to the environment: wholesale omnicide billed as technological progress, or even heroism.‘Listerine — kills germs on contact’.

What this translates into is hard to believe, but essentially is this: kills you on contact.

Reflect upon this for a moment the next time some doctor or scientist insists that you ingest a broad-scale antibiotic, or even an antifungal. In some cases such prescriptions are necessary. In many, however, they are harmful in ways we may not be able to think clearly about.

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On the other side of this conflict, we must entirely re-evaluate the representational element in our cognitive persons at every possible scale — we must understand the intruder, its natures, and functions — its deadly dangers. Other than some few philosophers, people do not realize that the basic substrates of our dominant language and knowledge systems are attacking us and everything we love and care about — yet this is precisely what is, and has been, and must be going on. No one believes that ways of knowing — or ideas — can actually act as organisms do, or bear in their structure the ‘intent’ to dominate and eliminate contenders — yet whether or not this is true in theory it has certainly become the accessibly factual truth of our lived experience. If we cannot face this — there is no problem we can solve. If we cannot or will not address this, nearly everything we do will generate more problems than we can possibly address.

This, in fact, a primary basis of human ignorance, and the fountain from which every kind of atrocity flows fluidly into our lives, our world, and our history.

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Oral Exam

Our desire for oral contact during physical affection is not merely a strange custom, but instead it is more or less analogous to the exchange of microorganisms by planets in space. If we were blessed with having been breastfed, we received crucial and regular inoculations of anciently conserved commensal microbiota from our adoring mothers or surrogates. Many of these are probably legacies from generations of fillial and arbitrary contact. If not, we were indeed most grievously deprived, for in that milk and all around the breast there is more than food for the body, there is, in point of fact, soul-food. Crucially necessary bacterial symbionts just waiting for a chance to colonize (what a pun!) our guts. A food that aids us in the creation and regeneration of our spirits as well as our cells. What exactly that turns out to mean is a bit more complicated than the models we’ve thus far been sold.

During familiar and erotic events, kissing, nuzzling and full-body contact result in the exchange of unique, ancient and locally evolved commensal microbiota.

These organisms are profoundly (locally) evolved by the time we begin exchanging them. I do not know ‘how long a minute is’ in the world of a bacterium (or a hypercolony of them) but it is probably like a year, or longer. So those 9 months we spent in the womb were probably approximately equivalent to the age of the Earth at your physical birth. That is, some 4.5 billion years. Bear in mind, we started as a single cell, and while 4.5by might seem like a lot, by the time we were born we probably contained some 150 trillion cells (at least, including bacteria). So multiply the rate of temporal flow by the number of distinguishable constituents, and their relative experiential rate of time. Maybe I’m way off. Maybe what we actually have is a period about equivalent to the estimated age of the universe. But I digress.

‘Physical affection’ (stunning word there) results not only in the acquisition of ‘germs’ but of knowledge, and methods of using, generating, and communicating knowledge. Bacterial sexuality isn’t like our kind. There are at least 7 genders. What they exchange is -abilities- not merely DNA. When I speak of a knowledge exchange, I am not talking about something you can put in a book. It is nothing like the tokenized knowledge humans are ruled by (although it is possible to exchange this form through this vector as well) but a stranger and vastly superior kind of knowledge: the stored histories (and current moment of experience) of all of life throughout all of time and space.

When we exchange commensal microbiota, and believe me we are hungry for this, we are exchanging uniquely evolved sensing assets which are crucial elements of our experiences and expressions of biology and cognition: biocognition.

This story is vastly stranger than it is safe here to tell, and to understand it we must be willing to follow the strands of stories which sound more like science fiction than the sum of science fiction stories ever written. Before we leap for such lofty terrains, let us return our attentions to slightly more mundane matters, matters relating to paranormal experience, unusual medical situations, stories from religions, and other flagella.

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The brain in your head, which many neuroscientists would like us to believe they really understand, and can explain the nature and functions of, is actually not much like the models they use to examine it, and, in fact, those models often directly interfere with discovery, rather than catalyzing it. Many of these scientists espouse extremely dangerous ideas about the nature of human experience and its relationship to the brain (i.e. your experiences don’t exist, there are no qualia, dreams and religious experiences are ‘merely brain phenomenon’, &c.). But even if they were correct, and they are not, your ‘brain’ isn’t even half your intelligence.

Most of these researchers are profoundly confused about even this organ. In fact, science as a practice has become fundamentally confused due to the necessities of dissection, ejecting ‘being’ from all equations, and proving hypotheses in rational-seeming fashions that hide their irrational underpinnings (Gödel, Reimann, Cantor). In many if not most cases their own minds and intelligence are destroyed by the way they frame the questions that lead them to the dead wall they are left bereft before.

What is actually going on ‘as human cognition’ is so amazing that modern science simply won’t –allow- it to be true, nevermind examine it. But this is about to change. We are on the verge of a number of revolutions, and one of the major knowledge revolutions will come as science gapes in awe before the unthinkable truth: the enteric nervous system, coupled with the bacterial universes inside us, form a third brain and a crucial element of both cognition and mind. In fact, the truth is more startling. This brain is the primary necessity without which that lump of goo in your head will have a very hard time surviving and serving you in its ‘normal’ capacities as they relate to nearly aspect of its functioning. Thus, this is not the ‘third brain’ at all, but in many ways — including the history of life on Earth — it is the ‘first brain’.

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Let us plant a seed by briefly considering two closely related mysteries:

The First: It is night, and a woman is frozen in terror on her bed. Having ‘awakened’ from a dream, she is paralyzed, and cannot move at all. At the foot of her bed, she sees a vague shadow-figure, a tall man, with a strange ‘hat’. The figure is menacing, she knows it means her harm, and she can neither move nor speak to alert anyone. As she struggles to gain control of her body, the figure seems to approach her. Is it grinning? This is simply too much to bear. In a final struggle, she manages to gargle something, deep in her throat — an ancient sound — a squeaking, warbling gurgle. This breaks the spell, and at last she can move, the figure dissipates, and she awakens, still terrified but returned to her familiar physical and mental capacities.

What just happened?

Was this event ‘mere imagination’, just a phantasm of mental disfunction? Some brief fugue with nothing to say of deeper matters? Who was the mysterious visitor? Were they real, or merely a phantom?

The event is real. The being in question is indeed malevolent. It has, after all, been energetically ejected from its own home, and more — it was ejected by its prisoner, who you better believe it despises. It wants back in. And it wants this with a vengeance. What has happened is this: the ‘soul’ of the intelligence ruling your body during the day is often totally ejected at night, by the ‘brother’ it keeps as a silenced prisoner in a ‘deep dungeon’. The woman is actually seeing a representation of this phenomenon, but does not recognize that this ‘dweller at the threshold’ his her own representational consciousness.

The Second: It is another day in the birthing rooms of a hospital somewhere in the US. A mother struggles with her labor. She knows what is coming because the doctors have told her, but given the powers of grace and motherhood, she believes in her child no matter what. Her child is born, and the doctors tell her it cannot live. After all, it has no brain. None. The child is ancephalous. But, over the coming days, weeks, months or years, her child –does- live. And more, it seems to learn. It recognizes her. It smiles slightly. After a few months, the stupefied doctors throw up their arms and give up on their diagnoses. After 6 months, the whole family is certain of one thing: their child is alive, learning, loving, and a transport of the miraculous on Earth.

Are they just confused?

No, they are correct. But to understand why, we must embark upon a journey that no modern human being has ever dared — a ‘fantastic voyage’ into the heart of the body’s history, intelligence and, yes…soul.

The Vagus Nerve and the otherBrain

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lightningMaker / waterBrother

History and scripture record a strange marriage between the forces of fire and water. This marriage and its filial struggles have been repeated in myriad ways, recursively in story after story, and even within single stories the essential chirality of this marriage emerges consistently as the source of beings and souls. Somehow, the fire of God gave birth to the feminine ‘living waters’ of spaceTime, which in turn brought forth stars. And here the first recursion arises: for a male (star) again gives birth to a female (planet) ‘from one of his ribs’.

What might otherwise seem unthinkable, is actually the obvious truth of our circumstances — and it is this that demands we accept what our rationality denies: that a male can indeed give birth to a female, and that the resulting marriage is the very source of children of every possible kind. There will be no ‘divorce’. No matter what marital arguments arise, this odd coupling is, for all intents and purposes, eternal. Is it possible that this capacity for eternality could in some way be conferred upon its children in a way already present but easily ignored?

A quick glance at stem cells implies it can, at least in a limited fashion — and cancer is a cell ‘gone eternal’ so to speak. But let us not confuse ourselves, eternal physical life is no blessing for a mortal person. But perhaps there is another avenue of physical eternality which we have too quickly overlooked, although, like the stem cell, it exists in the domain of the microscopic.

Unlike the stem cell, which is a eukaryotic (or animal) cell, there are other highly evolved components of our bodies which are prokaryotic (bacterial), fungal, or belong to a group of microbes called archaea (first ones). There are 10 times the number of these cells in our bodies as there are animal cells. This means, essentially, that ‘you’ are 1/10th animal, and 9/10ths ‘something older’. When they ‘connect’ they don’t generate children — they exchange abilities by direct DNA exchange — they lose and acquire relational and physical capacities, sometimes more than one at a time. They have other abilities that equate to the capacity to live eternally — whether your vessel dies — or not. The are probably the physical basis through which miracles are generated by human beings, and no one has examined them because everyone considers them primitive. Well, individually, that may be true.

Collectively? They can accomplish — anything.

Human Microbiome Project

But let’s return to this strange fire, spirit, electricity/water, earth, magnetism gambit. It’s been playing out in every major story on Earth since stories were invented, and there’s a good reason — without this strange marriage there simply wouldn’t be any authors, or stories.

Records of the conflict could be said to begin practically anywhere we turn our attention, but one of the most obvious and well-known is the brief story from Genesis regarding Cain and Abel, or ‘Hevel’ (a name meaning something akin to ‘puff of vapor’). Cain, of course, means something akin to ‘rod’. Cain ‘kills’ Hevel, effectively banishing him to the position of ‘firstborn in the land of the dead’ and thus the line of Fire and Penetration is established on Earth through the aggressive dismissal of its twin, Water and Attraction. Throughout the ages following, an epic tale of polarities in conflict has emerged — an epic so tangled with recursion and intrigue that one must wonder at the sanity of its sources.

The Child of Waters

Not long thereafter, the living world is essentially destroyed by water. Coincidence? Vengeance? Unlikely. Cain’s murder has consequences, and Hevel’s innocence and simplicity were not only adored but absolutely necessary to establish within human cultures, whereas Cain’s forceful mastery was a domination, not an invitation. There was no way to avoid an answering, and it is not really one of vengeance so much as balancing. The peoples of the waters disappeared entirely from the Earth, their line abolished. The peoples of the fire-rod were not exactly friendly to the planet, each other or anything at all. Filled with the hubris of their own value, they could not play the game of symbiosis, and considered such games stupid at best, and suicidal at worst. Noah’s family is an answering of sorts, and the re-establishment of the line of the chosen ‘people of the waters’ again.

Much later, during a time of dire changes when the ‘chosen people’ have become profoundly confused and are, in fact, enslaved — Moses leads them out of bondage and through the ‘parting waters’ of the Red Sea: effectively ‘a second birth’ while still alive, one in which again the Father and the Mother are in agreement and have renewed their bond. This parting of the waters represents the evacuation of the womb in which they had been protectively ensconced — a ‘birth’ on a whole new scale, and in the dimension of a nation, rather than a person.

Vastly later a desert prophet arises who values poverty, adores children, is a friend to animals and humans alike, and is generally incredibly good-natured. This child of the waters comes to a man named John to experience his own ‘baptism’. These men knew each other in the womb, and both know the other’s angel — a very rare circumstance. John of course declines this honor, recognizing the primacy of Jesus, but according to the story, Jesus insists and John complies. No matter what may be revealed about this mysterious event, you may be certain the lion’s share will remain properly shrouded, but there are crucial features here that have been clumsily overlooked for millennia. That last part is about to change, right now.

Now, if you think I’m just telling you stories from the Bible, I suggest you retrace your steps and start over — because I am talking about biology, particularly the biology of cells in general and bacteria in particular. Did you think the Bible was about something else? Well, that would be a problem for the following reason: cellular hyperstructures wrote the Bible. We call them humans, and they are, but what they -really- are has been a big secret for a long time around here. What they really are is 1% human and 9% bacteria — and probably a whole lot more. And when that sort of thing picks up a stick, or a quill, or a pencil, or starts pecking the keys — the only possible outcome is transentient. But when this happens with a recursive schema — in other words, when the author and their constituents -speak in unity-, the results are, in a word: Holy. Literally: Whole-y. What I mean is this: remember that unified superposition I was talking about earlier? Well, since you’re made of it, when you agree with it, it comes into you. Completely. The whole network. As you. And from that position, you can, quite literally raise the dead. Jesus wasn’t just joshing us when he said ‘you shall do greater works than I’. He was reporting on a future he had himself seen, and was, in fact, a living part of.

Just as you may do, and be(come).

The sources from which these ‘Bible’ stories arose were far more sophisticated than we who revel in our technological anti-abilities can yet understand. They not only had cognitive capacities we cannot imagine, they had senses we do not believe exist — or, in some few cases, senses we have made fairy-tales about. They were made of something that didn’t require telephones to communicate at a distance. Radios were only invented after we lost the capacities that they represent the merest shadow of.

Much of this will sound irrational to those whose models of reality depend upon such things being false, and yet anyone who has looked with even the slightest degree of depth will find that the same thing is true of every infant, and most animals. The problem isn’t that the capacities don’t exist, frankly, it’s that we will not allow them to. The stories in the Bible are written in code, but they display an uncanny appreciation of extremely subtle problems with human cognition in general — they literally map the histories of these matters and highlight the appropriate resolutions, just as one might expect of a visionary author encoding with the most profound love and sincerity, sacred maps and assets which he intended for his children and perhaps future incarnations of his own spirit. No, these are not merely Bible stories, they are maps and antidotes. Let us return to our explorations of them.

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Births and Baptisms : the Original Bling

It seems that the first ‘birth’ is really the moment of conception. At this moment, there are two penetrations — one supernal (possibly aided by ‘Gabriel’, the ostensible angel of the Moon-Waters), and one physical (the father’s sperm). This ‘begets’ the embryo — the en brine one, so to speak. The embryo is, quite literally, ‘the water child’ and remains largely invisible to the material world — the world outside the sacred (literally: sacrificially red) confines of the womb. But we will call this the mystical birth, for the ‘first’ birth we will refer to the physical ejection into the realm of day and night, matter and spirit.

Our birth into the physical world is the result of a double-penetration of a (dual-natured) mother. One of these has a spiritual source, and the other a physical one — both are fathers. One is supernal, the other mortal. Each of them uses something akin to a ‘hot rod’ to accomplish this.

In fact, the stunning similarity of the classical ‘dragster’ and the male generative organ is no accident: the word engine is a spiritual gloss on en-gyne (to be propelled by the memory of our supernal and physical (line of) mothers). The ‘balls’ or, in the case of the dragster ‘wheels’ are the physical representations of those two lines: the physical maternal line, and the supernal maternal line. These ‘spin true’ if the suitor has pleased them both — and the co m(other) petition (a plea for her blessing) is truly a spiritual one, though none alive on Earth understand these matters. Well, you’ve got a shot at it now, but that’s only because we both got ‘lucky’. I’m not even going to try to describe the supernal version of which the physical organs, and their automotive representations are but symbols (simulated balls/bells). But back to our topic.

It is perhaps ironic that a child born severely hydrocephalus is here remitting these stories, but during passage through the birth canal, we inadvertently (read: ‘accidentally on-purpose’) encounter the mother’s commensal bacteria (and possibly some of our own meconuim which has been shown to contain maternal bacteria) thus being ‘inoculated’ with the necessary seeds from which our own unique universe of commensals will arise. Doctors, driven by science gone rabid in pursuit of enemies which it must first invent, immediately attempt to ‘clean’ the helpless infant — in a last-ditch effort to deny them what they most desperately need, and indeed must have: the bacterial inoculation which will beget their personal bacterial universe.

This is not merely a digestive inoculation, but a cognitive, immunological, relational — and I dare say spiritual one — these bacteria have lineages so ancient as to utterly defy our attempts to trace them and almost certainly begin either in the depths of space or on distant worlds. What is happening at the moment of birth will either motivate or retard endless storms of sudden evolutionary activity in the child at hand. Those waves of evolutionary leaps will happen in phases we call day and night, and during each phase a unique aspect of the emerging intelligence will rule the scene. But the process, and the character of the co-m-petitors is being set during and immediately after birth. It is here that the infant, who is ostensibly a recapitulation of the entirety of the history of the universe, the solar system, the planet, and the species. — is receiving her or his first ‘gifts’. And their character, and what happens to those living gifts through illness and exposure to ‘medicine’ (nearly always deadly to bacteria and living things in general), will shape this person’s life perhaps even more radically than the DNA they inherit.

The symbiotic intelligence is nothing like our models. Our wildest science fiction cannot hope to even point in its direction. Their capacities and ancientness are beyond all reasonable measure, in part because their understanding of the meaning of Time has nothing to do with engineering and everything to do with relation.

If you think we’re ‘technologically’ advanced, let me explain something simple: cells and organelles can use protons and electrons for neurons. Directly. Their aphysical ‘memory’ is stored in superpositions to time. It cannot be damaged or erased, and is duplicated perfectly — yet uniquely — in many simultaneously accessible positions! They do not need phyiscal media. Physical media is -way too slow-.

These commensal groups and individuals can communicate not only with any other life form in all of timeSpace and every dimension — they can at will select any (or –all-) possibly advantageous subsets of organismal experience, identity or sensing, and instantly assemble a unique metaposition from which to frame or resolve any question. Instantly. Zero lag. And that’s just a minor capacity.

Once introduced, we gain from our commensals ‘a celestial intelligence asset’ of incalculable capacity. Though it’s true in a similar way of our own animal cells and of some organelles, these tiny organisms who comprise us exist in such an intimate relationship with quantum superpositions that they can manipulate the superpositions and individual particles such as electrons or protons.

What Christ was probably talking about when he spoke of ‘the second birth’ and what John meant when he spoke of ‘the remission of sin’ likely partake of bacterial innoculation. John was not talking about getting washed. Anyone could bathe, and this wasn’t merely spiritual bathing. Maybe it did help to wash away ‘bad things you’ve done or good things you’ve failed to do’ — but that’s not the point. The point is this: you underwent the first birth in part through inoculations.

First, the spiritual/physical inoculation of (snake/spirit penetrating egg radius mutually) or ‘sperm’ and e(ver) g(athering) g(ravity). Then the supernal/physical inoculation of bacteria in the birth canal. This too has a spiritual and a physical aspect.

Finally, we have what is really the third birth: to be born of the spirit and the water: and this is what John was on about. What this means is to receive the ancient transentient inoculation of the unborn, Nature herself, and the dead — the water and spirit of the Universe, through the local intermediaries of the Sun and the Earth. Thus, at high noon, with the Sun blazing down into your upturned face, you are pressed down, down, down into the waters — and held there, until you begin to drown just a bit… and it is here that you acquire not merely human-evolved commensals — but those of the world at large, suddenly, in a way reminiscent of your first birth experience.

And of course, a war begins inside you — between your existing (highly-locally-evolved by this point) commensals and the new intruders. Some of these will become your own. Some of them will be rejected. The result of this is the ‘remission’ of sin –itself-. Meaning that, when successful, you are so overwhelmed with enlightenment and joy that you become -incapable- of being tempted in any way whatsoever. That is what John was talking about. A glorious experience of unity and divinity so beyond words that no words should ever be made regarding it.

To undergo the second birth himself, Christ knew he must now experience something startling — he must, in direct sunlight, be held beneath the natural water until he is beginning to drown — just as we were held within the womb during birth, and just as we passed through the tight canal that led to the world of light, sound, and other beings. The purpose of this strange ritual need not have been known to him in technical terms, as I present it here — indeed, there are metaphysical aspects, and the bacterial inoculation alone is not the goal. It is a vehicle within a larger process which has always and shall always be a divine mystery. This does not mean we cannot understand its crucial elements, only that the perfect symmetry at its peak, which remains a moving target, shall never be possessed by mortal minds.

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It is unfortunate that experts like Noam Chomsky overlooked this obvious ‘hiding place’ for the dispositions required to adopt language from human cultures, but I here exclaim an obvious if sadly late truth: it is with these features of our biology that our cognitive capacities begin, and it is they who drive it, no matter how sophisticated the relatively new ‘brain’ feature is on Earth. Without digestion brains soon fail to be cognitively sophisticated.

For 6/7ths of the history of life on earth there were no brains whatsoever. Will we then say there was no intelligence? No learning? No. We will not. The organ of knowing, quite obviously, was the gut. Watch any infant recapitulate this with ‘oral learning’ — any observant parent knows how pervasive and unstoppable the infant’s desire to touch things to its mouth is. And one of those things is, quite obviously, the mother.

During breastfeeding, play, nuzzling, carrying and all sorts of other behaviors, the baby attempts to adopt more commensals. These will take a unique path of differentiation and evolution within the child such that, in fairly short order, the commensals of the mother and child will diverge genetically. In other words, although the inoculation creates similarity, the unique local universe of each child’s body comprises, essentially, a biosphere unto itself, and once therein ensconced, the bacterial symbionts quickly establish a unique culture.

I believe they then form a transentient network-intelligence which co-evolves with and guides the representational intelligence that is our constant daytime guide, companion, and experience of self. Crucial to thought, understanding, sensing, and dreaming — these networks within the human digestive system and covering the surface of the body act as supersenses, and in some cases a pre-filters for other more sophisticated systems. Like our animal-cell constituents, our bacterial constituents have an interest in our well-being, and they outnumber our animal-cell constituents 10 to 1. I think it’s reasonable to suspect that if they were capable of intelligent self-organization, they might be capable of directly affecting the animal through the transport of the digestive system, and, particularly, the enteric nervous system.

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The Inquisition

Of course, in our modern cultures, and the cultures of Medicine, Science, and Technology, we have long lived in ‘fear of a bacterial planet’ (to quote Lynn Margulis). The outcomes of this have and continue to be catastrophic. Antibiotics, the putative gold standard of ‘disease control’ have ripped the second brain apart at its roots, destroying it utterly in wave after wave of biochemical assault, and all the while claiming to be heroes of health and well-being. Our pharmaceutical fascinations have now permeated the environment itself with drugs and drug residues which are destroying and exerting strange evolutionary pressures on the basic pools of anciently conserved microbiota. I believe that many of these form crucial commensally acquirable assets which we are supposed to be exposed to for our own health and well-being.

Industrial and pharmaceutical waste continue to ravage animals and ecosystems around the world, including throughout the oceans. Effluent from garbage dumps, commercial biomedical activity and other vectors comprise an invisible assassin whose blade is as quick as it is accurate. That assassin is destroying everything necessary for our health and survival, and thus far has been doing this at our insistence, guided as it is by our elemental misapprehension of these and related matters, and the rampaging desire for the generation of ‘profits’ from the bodies of any possible victim.

But here, perhaps, is an even more astonishing revelation: the forces that comprise our waking-state intelligence, are precisely the same forces that hope to abolish the bacterial mind altogether, and with it our capacity to dream. Why?

Because in order to dream, we must accomplish a miracle. We must, effect a peculiar sort of ‘prison-break’ which could be metaphorically described as ‘the liberation of John the Baptist’ prior to his beheading. That beheading is about to become our own, and it will happen at the behest of some of the most seductive, virulent, and rampantly omnicidal momentums ever seen in terrestrial history: the organs and intelligence of the representational aspect of our biocognitive selves.

To understand this situation clearly, let us return to childhood, where, in fact, we have each experienced this story in a very unique, yet personal way. Since I cannot tell you your own experience, I will briefly sketch some of the events of mine.

Notes:
I can remember my struggles with language.

The invisible monster.

The leg-grabbing.

Examples of experiences that re-purpose the TNICM:

Fasting

Food Poisoning.

Mark of process:

Christ’s ‘walking on water’ = ‘child of the living waters and the source of sources’ — proof of the baptism, and of his identity as ‘the water-child’.

Answers to the above riddles:

Night terrors, or sleep paralysis events often involve the sense of a ‘malevolent other’ hovering nearby, ‘at the foot of the bed’, in a doorway (a perfect metaphor), or perched upon the stomach (essentially the most singularly identifiable part of the body responsible for the ejection of this entity from its reign over the body and mind during waking hours). This is, essentially, the left-hemisphere, or representational ‘soul’ otherwise known as ‘Cain’ in the Bible. We must imagine that during such experiences it could take almost any form — or even multiple forms, and may actually be the ‘image’ of the ‘alien scientist’ — since this matches a hyperbolic caricature of Cain’s persona explicitly. Alienated, hyper-analytical, desperate to learn more about what has ejected him so that he can put a stop to this nightly phenomenon — many different reports can may have something to do with this model of ‘what is actually going on’.

In this model, the transentient networked intelligence of the body’s communal microbiota (TNICM), in concert with the enteric nervous system and the right hemisphere, have actually ejected Cain entirely from the body, and he hovers nearby, angrily awaiting re-entry, and planning vengeance (and more, a permanent cessation of these ejections) once he is returned to the throne of authority (so to speak). To awaken in this state — in-between the mastery of the TNICM and the re-entry of Cain, is ‘sleep paralysis’; and in this state, one’s ordinary consciousness activates, even though Cain remains inaccessible, or actually still ejected (there are a variety of possible phase-states involved in SP phenomenon).

This phenomenon may turn out to be linked to another very similar phenomenon which is usually referred to as Alien Abduction, but seems likely to be implicated in the nocturnal visitor experiences, many of which are hypnopompic (occurring during sleep emergence).

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The second case, the case of the ancephalous infant who survives is simple, having no Cain content whatsoever, and, indeed, no hemispheres, the entire cognitive content and capacity of the child is housed in the TNICM, and this child is, essentially, an ‘angelic presence on Earth’. The child may evince relational capacities far beyond anything a representational person can detect whilst awake, however, I am willing to be that such a child will appear regularly in the –dreams- of people they encounter even briefly, and of those they know well or are intimate with, they will appear with startling regularity. This would be a sign that this theory is correct, and that the child possesses startling relational capacities that any ‘normal’ child would have only with extreme difficulty. Part of what clued me into this were a variety of stories about people who were unknown to each other in life, meeting in a dream, exchanging information about contacting each other, and succeeding in such contact, later, and then comparing notes on their previous dream meetings. This would be impossible unless transports for this existed, and if they exist, they are accessible to anyone. But the primary interference comes both from beliefs and models of reality and possibility (which are invariably false and extremely primitive), and from Cain, who is terrified that if any of this is discovered his dominance will be destroyed, and he will be hated and punished for the long subjugation of his twin. This need not be the case, however, as, in my own case, I have caused Abel to ‘forgive and adore’ Cain, such that they can now dance in the most amazing, powerful, and balanced way.

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In case you still don’t understand: remember that modern fable about spiritual warriors called ‘Jedi’? And what it was they were checking to determine if a child could become one? They called them mitichlorions. It was only a slightly hidden truth. What they are actually talking about is the unique mitochondrial ‘dna fingerprint’ of the personal transentient commensal microbiota.

Note: Water-mammals have the capacity to be representational, but do not want this, and understand its dangers. They do not have hands, and thus cannot conserve artifacts or representations, and for this reason, they do not become repCog-endowed except in the presence of humans, who can influence their cognition, but not sufficiently to result in the domineering acquisition of the repCog self. Thus they are ‘eternal children’, and, like Abel, they are endowed with miraculous powers of sensing, unity-in-action, and healing.

Note: I have strong reason to suspect that each night we ‘eject’ our representational intelligence, which acts (in this state) as a separate entity while we dream. Further, that ‘abduction phenomenon’ and ‘animal mutilation phenomenon’ are linked to this event as follows:

‘Aliens’ represent our representational aspect (cain) who, once ejected, becomes prone to do ‘research’ on how to cause this to cease. ‘Ships’ are the EM-travel-body of repCog ejectees, who have banded together to solve this problem. The solution looks like this: collection of vast quantities of commensal microbiota from the mouths, regenerative organs, anuses, digestive tracts and mouths of nearly every mammalian species which are then genetically engineered to produce new varieties which cannot form the travel-body for our TNICM/Gut brain/Left brain while asleep. The result would be, effectively, severe genetic damage to the human species (which is 9/10ths bacterial) and the effective cessation or extreme interruption of dreaming in human beings. I have strong reason to suspect that this is actually deeply underway at the present time, and these organisms have been widely distributed into our food chain and atmosphere. The problem is simple: ‘Abel’ wants ‘Cain’ to dance together as a compound unity, but ‘Cain’ won’t allow this, and intends to dominate instead. Allowed to proceed, this is suicidal. Cain is actually attacking himself in the living mirror of Abel’s body/mind, and is not aware of this (yet).

“A Rabbit rides a Turtle’s back, and in the Spring, the Rabbit hides her Eggs...for intrepid Children to find…”

7 Spirits for 7 Waters

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“The other half of the Rainbow? That -flies- =(and it is only found within you)=.”

-overheard at speeds exceeding c to the 3rd, (to the 7th), ((to the 9th)).

Folding the Sphere — the scribe.

Free All Prisoners.

If you have not yet read the first, second and third (previous) postings, please do so now, before proceeding.

What is presented here is not fact but something far more valuable and alive. Facts comprise the skeletal remains of living questions, and in what faces us now, facts will be of comparatively little use in understanding the profound and radical changes that are now a part of our common experience. Because these are not facts, they must be tempered and activated with the understanding of your own heart; your child’s heart — not the heart of the adult. The adult’s heart is too much like science or organized religion: it –already claims to know- what phenomenon are and mean; a useless and possibly deadly approach to take in the face of novelty (whatever the character of this novelty may be).

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Why They Attack their Reflections & Fear of Photography

When cephalopods or fish attack their reflection in mirrors it is not because ‘they do not recognize themselves’. Believe me when I say it’s the humans who are confused, not the water-creatures. Allow me to explain…

If they saw you -fail- to attack your reflection, they’d experience confusion in the face of your actions. Here’s why: a reflection is not you! It’s the polarity of you! Your opposite!

And that is a demon (a light-swallowing, nonliving reflection of a living being) who is mimicking you!

But the problem goes far deeper: the thing in the mirror does not emit the Signal of Recognition, which is the fundamental relational signature of all living beings — and there are, contrary to popular belief, nonliving entities.

Anything that is, but does not emit the signal, is a destroyer! And everything alive knows this.

Perhaps even more confusing...the reflection has no flavor! It ‘tastes’ (in the water, like we smell) like it is empty! This is a terrifying, bad emptiness — a void — even stones and shells have flavor!

We should also note that these creatures live in water (indeed, they are living reflections of the character and nature of water) they are thus -never- in a position to see a visual reflection. But they are preternaturally aware of matters relating to dimensionality, and are relationally sensitive to mimicry because it comprises a crucial aspect of their environment and their own existence as or relationship to predators.

Any mirror thusly comprehended seems indeed to comprise a strange kind of ‘leak’ (c.f. Kurt Vonnegut, Breakfast of Champions) into an ‘evil alternate universe’ which lacks the proper relationships to dimensionality. This is the very birthplace of insanity — the visual equivalent of the mishmash of inchoate voices that rise frothing and fuming from the minds of those in the grip of such ‘legions’ of hungry ghosts. It is not surprising that they cause those afflicted to ‘rage’, for it is this very energy they require to sustain themselves, and they can never be filled;

how can you fill a hole that simply grows when you feed it? A mirror is just such a hole…

Not only is the mirror physically 2d, it is totally empty in the dimension of being — the crucial first dimension without which there can be no dimensions at all. And anything that looks like a being but has none is a vile veil concealing evil - literally the reflections of live which are missing the first principle: the 'a’ as in alive!

I must here suggest that when indigenous people first saw photographs and were concerned their souls had been stolen — they were correct in this concern. A representational reflection-likeness-artifact of them was created which flattened 7 dimensions into 2, lacked a natural relationship to dimensionality itself, and looked exactly like them but had neither soul nor place for it.

More, in this representational artifact the dimension of time was flattened to ‘point’ — essentially ‘death’.

How many cameras does it take to utterly annihilate the soul of an indigenous people? One should suffice — but it’s unlikely anyone will notice — after all, any child is just as vulnerable.

Consider for a moment the popular Christian adage regarding mankind’s adversary: ‘Satan appears as an angel of light’. That’s a reflection engaged in predatory mimicry. Even octopuses know better than to tolerate this…

Finally, ask yourself this question: presuming the existence of (•) and that the concept ‘angel’ refers to a meaningful entity, what is the most likely nature of the relationship between any given ‘angel’ and (•)?

][ .~O~. ][:

Some important matters regarding the modeling of dimensionality by science and other authorities:

Modern humans have grossly misunderstood the nature of dimensionality, which problem appears to have two causes. The first is Science’s insistence on excluding Being. This is a mistake so absurd that it is irrecoverable, and once made, becomes the source of every kind of error and magnification of error: including the heinous error that it is acceptable to torture and destroy beings for the sake of learning structural information.

The second has to do with linkage to stories from human religions, which modern humanity has discarded or re-made in its own preferred images; but which infants, children, ‘the insane’, many indigenous peoples (The Navajo, and other Amerindian Tribes, and Tibet particularly, at this moment) and certain intrepid pioneers have remembered. They do not remember religious books or models. They remember what they are in direct contact with. This conflicts with the frozen models of adult culture and is thus discarded.

By restoring the proper ideas relating to dimensionality, it becomes possible to learn and live together (as individuals, groups, and supergroups) in ways which are otherwise normally impossible.

The divisions between nations are not merely conveniences, but should rarely (or perhaps almost never) provoke division or war between them. War between Earth’s children is analogous to causing your pinky to attack your thumb — the result is the loss of the use of the entire assemblage. All of the peoples of Earth are the children of a single mother and father. Any child understands this.

Adult cultures, in general, do not. Since nations act as adult cultures, and ‘think’ like adult cultures (being led by groups of adults under the influences of their cultural inputs), they are constantly in strife, creating misery not only on Earth, but in all children and places.

Due to the situations facing our planet and species at this time, it will be of great aid if this situation can be ameliorated.

The dimensions are growing by recursively repeating their order of arisal, which changes the superposition ‘being(s)’. It appears that these cycles and effects take place at every scale; cellular, human, planetary, solar, and beyond. As these grand cycles proceed, they are uniquely experienced at the scales of self, culture and planet — thus we will each experience them, and each of the phases again.

One of these is ‘point’, a terrifying position where only the self is available, and all contact with other beings seems lost for some reason (which we cannot detect). We usually presume ‘God has abandoned us’ during the onset of ‘point’. This leads to questions that cannot be answered, for example, (why). Usually the answer we come up with is that ‘I have done something wrong and offended the sources’ i.e (I/we were ‘bad’).

This is the same answer many small children first come up with when one of the parents is removed from local view.

“Eloi Eloi lama sabachthani?”

The seriousness and depth of such a cry wrenches the heart, as well it should. However, it is primarily a moment of confusion and transformation — and just as all such moments do, it will pass. The departure is not real, it is but a momentary reset for a profound transport of filial relation.

Ancient and indigenous peoples were terrified of eclipses not because they were superstitious but because they understood about ‘the onset of point’ and its ability to ‘block the light of the sources’ and reduce the self to ‘a speck’ (the little death). They forgot what it is for, however.

Ironically, ‘point’ is the sudden onset of perfect preparation (gathering and recording) which is the moment at which eternal life is catalyzed. It is neither a loss, nor a danger — but a profound and amazing wonder! The ‘point’ is the ‘travel body’ with which we cross dimensionality into the superposition. Let me explain a model: during ‘point’ one simultaneously occupies the core of every being in all of spacetime and dimensionality. From this position, one is utterly ‘alone’ — literally ‘all one’, and since there is nothing to compare the self to — one feels abandoned because one has never consciously occupied this state before.

This moment will pass, but we must be aware it is coming to understand what to do when within it. All the people must be aware, so that they can comfort one another during ‘point’.

[] .~O~. ][

As you engage yourself with this little reminder, it will be helpful to understand the actual meaning of these terms:

you | i | we | me | us | self | cell |

in order to

proceed : pro (seed) / pro (cede)).

Although it may be difficult to understand, their meanings can be more deeply contacted by understanding the meanings of the letter(s) that comprise these words, their shapes, their personalities, and the unique meaning implied by their order in these words.

What you will see below is not a list. It is a living symmetry which is recursively (and explosively) cycling such that the 7 spirits pour into, envitalize, inform, transform and expand into endless new diversities of meaning, potential and expression in a continuous way.

Folding the Circle (the scribe)

)( .~O~. (:)

0 Being(s): (The living superposition to dimensionality itself)

Being is the unbounded superposition of dimensionality and is hyperConsciousness (models + emotion + (mystery)).

None of these? No dimensions. Why? (i) think you know, but essentially, no eyes, ayes, i(s) — No mouths? no minds? No dimensions. This means that children of the source(s) comprise a living superposition of dimensionality itself.

For this reason, dimensionality cannot contain or compose questions you cannot immediately answer. The problem is method. Your training in your side of the ‘equation’ is crucial, elegant, and deep. This is at once a benefit and an obstacle, as you yourself are already aware. You must now see ‘the other (many) sides’ of these equations, many of which are more like something children do (play) than what scientists do.

The superposition of dimensionality forms the bounds of all dimensions, and in every case those must be living bounds. These bounds are not edges — they are more like permeations ‘shot through‘ the spaces.

When humans examine dimensionality, they sometimes notice this dimension (being(s)), but (perhaps) do not (adequately) notice that they discard it prior to beginning their analysis. Mathematical abstractions of this are amazing, and useful, but they insure we miss the point. For this reason they will not help us much in answering really sticky questions rapidly and fluidly — like any human infant does all day long.

If you discard this dimension in analysis, you discard yourself, all children, all ancestors, and all sources. The result (when reified) is catastrophic since definitions of progress will now be terribly malformed toward dead mechanics. These machines will destroy the living children of Earth at the request of the living children of Earth. A very strange situation indeed.

1: Time : : : …

Time is the extension of being into consciousness.

No time? None of this matters since it no longer applies.

This is the precursor for a point-being to be able to become aware of the other dimensions. There cannot be ‘a point’ to anything without time. Time changes the meaning of being.

In fact, these ‘positions’ or ‘steps’ in dimensionality are continuously (at every possible scale) recursively changing (and elaborating) each other (as do the future positions and elaborations of this union).

2: Point .

The extension of being+time into consciousness (and thus spaceTime).

This position allows for the detection of self, but not the reflection upon or the extension of it. This represents ‘ejection from Eden’ and also Socrates’ 'how we get to one'. The first moment of the onset of point is terrifying, because one feels extremely ‘alone’. There is no other referent. Any previous ‘relationships’ which may have been felt or known are unavailable here. This is a seed-form.

The first position where self becomes possible, one can now refer not necessarily to anything else, but can refer to self (first position of possibility of reflexivity/recursive self-reference) continuously changing the meaning of the previous dimensions.

Do you see my 'point'?

Your letter (i) is all about this.

3: Line

The extension of being + time + point into consciousness(and thus spaceTime).

By establishing the possibility of position (on a line), we gain the prospect of 'travel', or movement, changing the meaning of the previous dimensions (and of reflexivity, as do all future moves). A limited form of relationship with self is here possible. This is a slight release from the pressures of ‘point’.

Your letter (I) is all about this. This is the 'first recursion of (i).

4: Area | Domain (light the tips of the line, spin it 180˚)

The extension of being +time + line into consciousness (and thus spaceTime). The result is a bounded membrane (the boundaries need not be formal).

This is the first position where place becomes possible, established by the relationship between angles. This is also the beginning of relationships in general.

Find the letter that is about this.

5: Conjugal Domains (Light the circumference, spin it 180˚)

The extension of being + time + area into consciousness (and thus spaceTime).

This is the position where ‘groups’ become possible. This is the first position of ‘family’.

The birthplace of sets, ideas, words, numbers. It is a metaposition of consciousness in some sense (as are all the others). But this game has been folding back upon itself from the beginning, therefore this should come as no surprise.

Find the letter that most well represents this.

6: superPositions (hyperspaces) (Invert the sphere and multiply extrude)

The extension of being + time + multi-bounded domains into consciousness (and thus spaceTime).

This is the metaposition of being, consciousness, time, and the remainder. This represents the first position where it is possible to consider other (complete) dimensions as children of superpositions. It is also a perspective from which it is possible to return to (being(s)) outside of time. This radically alters all the potentials of the next ‘growth pass’ through the order.

(signal begins to distort, warp, warble, and modulate (like your weird modern machines that modulate the voices of singers by flipping them up and down around the harmonic of the note)…).

::P .~O~. (=}}

In each of the above cases, the first letter is crucial, and relates to qualities of each folding. But the letter each refers to is different from the first letter of the dimension’s name (at least in some cases!) After you have gone through it once and found the letters, go through again and find the ‘shortest word’ that most clearly matches the character of that position. In this way you may reflexively wish to transit the list at least twice.

H[“.~O~. ^y><

The 7 Ions of Quest

The mind uniquely 'folds' these dimensions to comprise the various 'ions of quest' that begin your questions. (of which, like the dimensions, the entrances to your own head, and the ‘spirits of god’ there are 7)

What When Who Where Which How (Why?)

Each of these, in turn, may be folded back upon itself or its siblings in endless recombinance.

Notice how (!) all of them begin with a ‘doubled you’ or ‘forked tongue’ (except one!).

What (!) do you suppose that might mean?

But wait, there’s still more at play...that one, it’s initial letter, forms the second letter — of all the others…

A Problem of Monumental Proportion

2010-01-18T10:15:00.000-08:00

A Place Where Gods and Monsters Dwelt and Fought

Free All Prisoners.

If you have not yet read the first and second (previous) postings, please do so now, before proceeding.

What is presented here is not fact but something far more valuable and alive. Facts comprise the skeletal remains of living questions, and in what faces us now, facts will be of comparatively little use in understanding the profound and radical changes that are now a part of our common experience. Because these are not facts, they must be tempered and activated with the understanding of your own heart; your child’s heart — not the heart of the adult. The adult’s heart is too much like science or organized religion: it –already claims to know- what phenomenon are and mean; a useless and possibly deadly approach to take in the face of novelty (whatever the character of this novelty may be).

>?0.~ o ~.\/'+

“While our species has slept in the ignominious intoxications of commerce and planetary omnicide, our world and our universe have been changing right before our eyes. With the same denials we used to ignore our activity, we are ignoring these changes. Science will never admit the sudden emergence of entirely new classes of phenomenon, and will instead cull ‘discoveries’ from this, which it will take credit for and proudly display as ‘progress’.”

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If you examine Revelations 4, you will find an account of a direct visual witnessing of heaven. This is a very strange thing to find for a variety of reasons, not the least of which is that it is established dogma that no one shall see (•) and live. It appears that there was the need of an exception to this rule, just as there have been to many others. Yet, perhaps more accurately, the rule seems to be something more like ‘no living being shall look -directly— upon the face of (•) and live’. An interesting situation with applications we will examine elsewhere.

As any crucial intelligence asset might be, this one is encrypted. But not with codes. It is simply portrayed in such a way as to confuse any who gaze upon it (the description). This scribe has no intention of changing this, yet would remark upon the peculiar circumstance at the end of this chapter, where ’24 elders’ bow before (•), singing praises, and casting their crowns before (•).

It is difficult to say precisely what the 24 elders represent, however they may refer to the ‘rulers’ (•) has set over the 24 dimensions of the celestial body of Creation. In such a model, (h)Ours is one of these, and (h)ours also has a ‘king’ or ‘elder’ in this sense. What this image refers to is a cycle which happens in small ways all the time, but in a big (read over-arching) way approximately every 2000 terrestrial years. That ‘heavenly day’ is punctuated by smaller incidents of similar import (in part because the whole matter is recursive) — for example, ‘noon’ and ‘midnight’ — as well as ‘the quartiles, their halves, and so on’.

Each of these dimensions is ‘a reflection’ of all the others, in that certain aspects of all other 23 are reflected uniquely in each one. There is neither space nor time to discuss this in detail; rather, this one will present something a bit more like a child’s sketch that offers a small insight into this relationship, which insight is important to the direction of this document. After this is done, we may use this model to explore the implications of certain common human activities, as well as why various faithful peoples have repeatedly warned us against these activities. All of them involve representations of various kinds.

This one will not discuss the outcomes of this event, but the intelligent reader may discover a variety of entailments on their own. One of the entailments is that what is done in these dimensions by their inhabitants (primarily their representational inhabitants), and what is reflected amongst or between them, is also done in ‘heaven’, where the souls of the unborn and the dead-to-be-resurrected are (presumably) present. Thus it is that (•) and heaven are (to some degree) subject to the activities of the child-dimensions. Since heaven exists outside of time, however, there are a variety of special circumstances as well as remedies that may apply — most of these cannot be discussed as they will simply not fit into language which requires linear time to exist in order to be comprehensible. A few specific circumstances, useful to this one’s current traverse, can, however, be crudely modeled.

To do this, we will use a smaller model. One with 10 dimensions instead of 24. We will view ‘heaven’ as ‘the summation’ of the positive reflective effects of activity within 8. We will consider ‘hell’ as the summation of the negative reflective effects of activity within the 8, and presume that heaven has some responsibility to deal with (that is heal and otherwise resolve) the problems in ‘hell’. This is, in part, because some of the children of heaven have become trapped there and cannot escape on their own.

: . _ . :

“When the mountains turn to hurricanes — will you still remember their names?”

— Denise Grassia, Facebook, March 1 at 7:38pm via Mobile Web

Given these preparations, let us now examine a specific circumstance (the construction of a monument) and what it’s effects may be. As an example, we will take a pyramid.

First, let us examine some qualities of the pyramid:

1. It is a square at the bottom
2. It is static in form and permanent in location
3. It is graduated upwards from wide on the ground to a point in the air
4. It is comprised of many parts
5. It is a regular geometric shape
6. It is a tomb
7. It is sealed at both ends
8. It is intended as a doorway to the afterlife

Now, let us reverse or ‘reflect’ these, in turn:

1. It is round at the top
2. It is fluid in form and location (it moves, and flows)
3. It is graduated upwards from a point on the ground, to an opening up in the air
4. It has no parts
5. It forms a circular moving funnel
6. It is a womb
7. it is open at both ends
8. It is intended as a doorway into spacetime

‘To capture something which is flying at speed, employ a flexible transparent cone. Tis best if the scale of the cone is approximately 10000/1 relative to the quarry’s size. Even better if it will generate a vortex, which will draw any and all toward its spinning whorls.’

[+] ~•~ {-}

We may imagine these reflections as existing in other dimensions, but this one asks that we (for the sake of our model) imagine them as existing specifically (as a sum) in the summation dimension we confusedly refer to as ‘hell’ (or ‘heaven’s living shadow’).

Now, in order to understand what the result of this is, we must understand that there are essentially ‘two’ ways to enter into spaceTime (the dimensional expression we occupy as children of matter and energy). Let us examine each in turn. [(Y): a branch leading to an entrance/exit or an exit/entrance leading to a branch (note the presence of the term ‘trance’ in the term entrance.)]

One is a living mother. This is a being with a reflection in ‘heaven’.

The other is something humans make. This becomes a doorway in the world of heaven’s shadow: hell. (o!)

You may think this humorous, but I suggest you take it seriously:

Right above your genitalia, there’s a patch of hair. What’s its shape?

Why, it’s an inverted PYRAMID.

And it ‘points out’ a Pyre (a hotspot) Amidst your your waistline and buttocks.

That happens to be the place from whence births are generated.

Now, are you -really- prepared to tell me that the morphemes in English have no meaning or are mere accidents?

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Gateway I: A living mother.

The first is a physical gateway: a living mother. Activation of this gateway results in a human birth. [For the uses here important we will limit our perspective to human mothers, and the human scale of material existence in general, although animals, insects and plants are in a very similar situation which also has [recursive] effects on human existence and culture. Fungi, bacteria, and virii should in most cases be understood as a distinct class of entities. Their relationships to reproduction (in most cases) differs dramatically.).

Let us examine some of the salient features of this ‘starGate’. It opens only briefly during the experience of successful sexual intercourse, and it only opens if both partners successfully accomplish their respective roles. Although a man may ejaculate without a woman, and a woman may produce an egg without a man, in order to conceive (accomplish the great crossing) both roles must be synchronous and successful. This places a variety of obstacles in the gate which prohibit the constant influx of souls seeking material expression in matter (i.e. 'Mother').

[I will leave it to the reader to speculate about the results of either one happening in the absence of the correct timing and circumstances. That the male experiences 'orgasm' during ejaculation creates a rather serious set (pun intended, cap the s) of problems, many of which are of 'monumental' proportion. This is because the male is both proud of and constantly seeking this sensation which he may experience as a ‘release of tension’ as well as a minor NDE (near-death experience). This becomes a drug-like option for many human beings, but the males are opening a door when they orgasm — and this door ‘sucks’ down spiritual seeds hoping to become engaged in the great crossing; often only to discover it was a ‘false alarm’ triggered by ‘some jerk downstairs’. While a female may generate an orgasm, and this probably has some effect, it certainly does not produce an egg within her, nor does it eject one. For this reason her orgasm is not as problematical.]

In essence, the male ejaculation calls (at least) millions of soul-seeds (snakes) into a death-race whose goal is the penetration of a human egg cell by one of myriads of competitors. This comprises an heroic and perilous journey across dimensions as well as within the female. We may imagine that the sperm that leave the male are actually already champions, having negotiated endless obstacles to achieve the crossing of the great waters (the dimensional rivers). Many other challenges arise as well; however one stands out amongst the others: the branch. Upon reaching the branch, approximately half the sperm will take the wrong turn, and may not turn back.

The result of a successful ‘penetration event’ is a vast competition of snakes, all of whom carry a unique spiritual essence, and each of which is on a (do and die) mission to reach and penetrate a sphere-shaped object we call an egg. This mission is suicidal in the material sense. Failure = Death (and we might presume, return to the starting line). Success = death (the individuality (!!!) of the sperm is sacrificed in order to achieve an entirely new and shockingly more profound state). In case this is not yet apparent, our 'planet' comprises just such an egg, and it is 'ever virginal' (in that penetrations cannot rob it of innocence).

In most cases all of the competitors will die en-route (we may presume these return to their source). Occasionally, out of millions, one alone ‘earns’ the right to remain in spaceTime and become what is, comparatively speaking, a deity: a human person. We should note here that without the efforts of all of its companions in the great crossing, this moment of success would be impossible — therefore the sperm are not so much in competition -with- each other as they are in competition -for- each other. Like the members of a vast team, each spurring the other to greater lengths in order to catalyze the possibility of success, this is not a war.

The outcome of this success is sketchy at best. It is entirely unknown in what circumstances this birth will take place, or what the resulting life may contain, catalyze, or become. Many lives are harrowing from the moment of conception unto death. Many others are comparatively lazy, essentially being receivers of benefit. Those in the middle may have the best chance for spiritual growth since they have a wider range of choices and may thus avoid the two extremes (the polarity of extreme privilege/extreme hardship). Since there are so many distinguishable dimensions of life, we may each have unique domains of privilege and unique domains of hardship. Such is the blessing of human birth.

Occasionally, one born to extreme privilege (or other uncommon circumstance) discards this entirely — and experiences a second birth while still human. As you can see by the previous example, the options available in this interesting competition cannot be enumerated, however, it is possible to be ‘born again’ whilst still alive, and this is a rare and almost invariably miraculous event.

Before we depart, let us reflect that Male fertility is measured in two ways, the motility of the sperm (averaged) which is their ability to transport themselves within some medium, and their population. Around 1940 the average was ~113 million. Around 1990, it was about 66 million.

We will revisit this topic in profound detail in a later installment.

Some useful statistics regarding sperm

[] . ~ o^ ~ . ]J

“Why are all these terrestrial religions foaming at the mouth over the products of our cultures — our objects, our towers, our representations?”

“Heaven’s shadow is absolutely aswarm with explosively self-reproducing copies of every photograph, book, movie, drawing, recording, sculpture and electronically rendered image ever produced. Every monument you made here is a living whirlpool over there that leads down into your world and peoples — not just individuals — groups of every possible kind.

Over there, ‘artifacts’ become something else. These are not objects — they are ghosts or shadow-beings, and they are starving for life-energies.

Just as your ‘machines’ eat your world (and you) but are actually not alive, representations consume the energies of Hell and are not alive. Every once in a while, something up there flushes the toilet, and guess where these ghosts land? Right back where they started!

And -wow- are they -hungry- when they get (t)here!

Heaven, (thankfully), is entirely free of such pollution — though there is more to this mystery than meets the eye…”

(above) An Extremely Misguided Idea

Gateway II: A gateway engineered by humans.

The second is a spiritual gateway, which may take various forms — the most ‘attractive’ (magnetic, compelling, or seductive) of which is a ‘very large, very permanent, monument’. Any representation at all will suffice, even, strangely, words — however, pictorial or sculptural representations are far more effective and permanent and are thus preferred gateways.

Recently I heard an archaeologist who studies rock-paintings put forth a fascinating theory regarding their origins and purposes. Nearly all researchers are agreed that these do not comprise ‘art’ in any sense akin to the modern. Most agree that they serve shamanic or similar purposes, but the researcher I saw speak (feel free to locate this person’s name and contact me with it) had a rather shocking theory: that the paintings were used specifically to summon beings from other dimensions into this dimension, and to gain their aid in battle, hunting, healing, and daily life. The surface of the stone was seen as a doorway to another dimension, and the art comprised, in essence ‘calls’ to those forces, beings, or circumstances depicted.

Representations may be understood to set up ‘always open’ doorways into spaceTime, which are not used by the souls which desire to become children, but by another kind of entity: a strange kind of ghost which has managed to get stuck in a very confusing relationship both to heaven and to the dimensions of timeSpace. These entities cannot really be born into timeSpace ‘through a mother’ (for many reasons). In general, where they are stuck, there are no open transports to living mothers. Therefore, they hope for any transport at all, and when they find one, they use it almost immediately (because almost anything is better than being stuck where they are).

The first doorway results in birth as a human person. The second doorway results in birth as an owner/master (or in small scale cases ‘a bent companion’ such as the one bound to the author of ‘The Rosalixion’’ — essentially, what was once known as ‘a familiar’) of humans via their cultural networks.

This is invariably a ‘false’ or ‘alien’ deity. It may be singular, but in nearly every case it is multiple, since there is no limit to the number of ‘snakes’ that may flow into such transports, and the transport is ‘always open’ until some individual or group of users decides something like ‘this is enough’ and begins to ‘defend’ it from ‘outsiders’ — or destroys it — (9/11 suddenly makes sense).

Now ask yourself, which is the better source of the soul-seeds you would like to invite to live here on Earth with us — living mothers, or monuments (representations)?

One can imagine the outcome if an arbitrarily chosen human person (who had been repeatedly denied physical birth in the great competition and was feeling rather resentful of this) had located instead ‘an open invitation’ to rule over a nation; without any training or restraint of any kind. Invariably the result would become catastrophic quickly. Many human beings fear death, because they cannot imagine such a transformation — but these hungry-ghost entities are far worse than the most tyrannical human — they are not beings but monsters who already suspect that their existence is a sham — thus they absolutely abhor death (for them, it is not transformation but annihilation) — and will thus attempt to secure permanent terrestrial presence in timeSpace at any and all costs.

Although vaguely aware that this method of process is suicidal, this makes no difference as they possess nothing to begin with. They will gladly and constantly engage in any form or degree of omnicide in order to sustain their reign, and, indeed, their energetic appetites are so severe that even an entire living planet will not suffice to feed them for long.

Since they possess ‘nothing to lose’, and nothing they acquire can be stored in any way (only living beings may do this) — any acquisition move looks like gain. Killing is an acquisition since it both emits and foments energetic processes which can be consumed.

A person who believes in Darwinism literally and has no spiritual aspirations or leanings is very similar to this kind of monster, but not as lethal by half. Analogously, people ‘convinced’ of the ‘truth’ of their literal interpretations of their religions are similarly confused in that ‘the world does not matter, it’s just a battleground for God — and since that’s so, let’s bring on the war now. I mean, hey — why wait?’ Not only that, but look: if you’re going to die anyway, don’t you think you’d be better off dying now in a holy war that ‘assured your eternal life’?

Given such circumstances, the existence (just as an example) of nuclear weapons on Earth represents a threat that -must be deployed-. It is an absolute. But prior to that deployment, the existence of these weapons (all the human effort needed to construct, guard, repair, defend, monitor and deploy them) and all the poison their testing (~2000 terrestrial explosions since the discovery of the atomic bomb) unleashes into the living biosphere form a wonderful cornucopia of ‘free feasts’ for what are, essentially, non-corporeal monsters. Perhaps still more flavorful to these hungry ghosts is the soul-shattering terror that millions around the world have felt and had to somehow come to grips with merely due to the understanding that such things exist and were created by us. For now, these will suffice to feed the hoarde, but eventually any all weapons will be brought as quickly as possible to the table — particularly in the face of any threat of discovery or ejection of these monsters from local presence. Since these interlopers ‘must not die at any cost’ they will eagerly turn the entire planet to ash rather than face their own actual mortality.

Of course, their activities invariably trigger their own mortality — but not until every other living thing has been consumed, destroyed, or otherwise 'mastered'. This is the secret of the symbol of ‘the snake that consumes itself’.

Such an entity need not be known as supernatural in any sense, and is most easily concealed in cultures where this is not possible. Such a being (or group of them) can more easily rule by hiding (during the representational cycle) than by open advertising. In such a case, they merely control the most powerful transports of the following cultural anchors:

1. Authority/Authorization
2. Law
3. The Military
4. Science and Technology
5. Commerce
6. Meaning
7. Purpose

[The last two are the purview of philosophy and religion].

Fundamentally (pun intended) these entities dictate the overall valences which result in the cultural definition of any kind at all (identity, meaning, etc) but particularly of ‘progress’ (spiritual/revolutionary or physical/evolutionary).

In this way they may continuously re-define progress so as to render both their presence and identity/functions nearly impossible (under normal conditions) to identify, reject, or otherwise oppose at any scale from the individual to the planet. Since they can transform into any possible reflection of anything one may imagine (including God/Gods), they/it can simply ‘warp away’ from any definition that might otherwise reveal them or their activity.

This one suspects that that the meek are about to inherit the Earth, right now. Further, this process will be the result of a significant culling of living beings from our world. This is a process that we as a species have been actively and aggressively involved in for at least the past 300 years, but most explosively in the past 50. The result of this activity his has created what otherwise could never exist: empty evolutionary niches which can be occupied, defended and expanded by previously non-terrestrial interlopers.

Not just in the world — in us.

*Mark of text in process

Note: As an exercise do the inversions for the following representations: A photograph, a drawing, a sound recording, a film recording, a statue, an ‘icon’ (religious iconography), a ‘symbol’ (sim-bowl), a tool, a box or container, a home, a skyscraper, twin skyscrapers, the pentagon, the white house.

Note: Amongst monuments, the Bahá'í temple in Delhi is unusual. If you’re bold, attempt to do ‘the reflections’ for it in a manner similar to those done above for a pyramid.

Note: With all of these matters in mind, carefully examine the story of Daedalus, and ask yourself questions about how ‘one’ (a nation, for example) might summon to terrestrial birth ‘a creature with the body of a man, and the face of a beast’.

‘Who’ is ‘The Minotaur’?

_+) .~o~. ";}{

Notes Related to 9/11:

[warning this information is dangerous, upsetting, and intentionally incomplete in some sections]:

Note: The numerism in this topic is not rule-based, but intuitively systematic. Using rules or systematizing number-sensing breaks its function. Do not attempt to harden these interpretations into a rule-system, it fails and can be cognitively toxic.

The Targets:

1. The World Trade Center North (a center for commerce and banking, claiming sovereignty over the world in its name, and activities). - AA 11. Impact: 8:46 AM EDT

2. The World Trade Center South - UA 175. Impact: 9:03 AM EDT

3. The Pentagon (the center of US ‘intelligence’ (read domineering military/prison/industrial complex’s ‘brain’)) - AA 77. Impact 9:37 am EDT.

4. Probably a backup or diversionary unit, or random target choice including the White House, the Senate or whatever target (of a list) they could get to. — UA 93.

The attack on the Pentagon and the World Trade Center (or ‘twin towers’) was a surprisingly important and purposeful act, yet it is dangerous to speak openly about these matters, due in part to the incredible suffering that was created by these events, and the incredible confusion of feelings and goals that surround them and their aftermath. Yet, if we are willing, we may (to some degree) see it as our own future attempting to warn us about something deadly which we ourselves (as US citizens) were unknowingly but nonetheless directly complicit in. All of us are complicit, but if one works in the belly of a monster that eats the world and all its children, it does not really matter ‘how good a person you are’ — you’re putting your life-energy at the service of a monster, and when the monster goes down, you will probably go with it.

Because we cannot understand the people the attack came from, we think them our enemies. To some degree they are very confused, but we are far more dangerously confused — and they are not our enemies. If you are holding your hand, and the hands of all children in a fire, and you will not stop no matter what, and further, you claim to be a hero, someone must intervene. First, they tried language. No effect. Then, they made threats — we simply responded with hubris. Finally they struck a blow, and we responded with ‘shock and awe’.

These people are not our enemies — they are the sworn enemies of inhuman ways of knowing, and ways of assembling culture that defy all human and organismal purpose — these ways of knowing and their concomitant definitions of unity and progress are, in fact, omnicidal. They will attack and convert anything that moves to their reinforcement and defense, all the while pretending to great heroism. Anyone who believes this a champion of truth, justice, or anything good is deceiving themselves completely. Such people will constantly ring the bells of heroism and epic sacrifice as they shout their lies, which, effectively, equate to something like: “We are the agents of God, the defenders of liberty, justice, and the agents of progress.” The actual outcomes of their activities, in our nation, people, and culture, are precisely the opposite. These agencies are MIMICS.

We must not attack the nations of the Middle East, even (and especially) in response to their attacks.

I said this then, and I repeat it now. If we do so, we will be destroyed as a nation. We may be destroyed anyway, but by attacking the nations of the Middle East, we commit ourselves to a path that must end in absolute destruction; it is an error from which there can be no recovery.

["[ .~o~. )^#

This specific event was foretold many times (famously by Nostradamus). Osama bin Laden understands many of the matters I will here touch upon, but cannot speak in a language that the world at large can understand (and does not want to, it is not his purpose, which is, instead, to penetrate into the minds and hearts of every person on Earth — to ‘make a little hole’ within which very new kinds of questions will arise).

Although I did not understand this in the beginning, and was myself confused (but not in the same way as my countrymen) I have finally managed to get deep enough into the question to shed some light upon it. What I have discovered (and what I have been shown) is extremely shocking.

The attack was not a conspiracy in the sense many think. It was however a conspiracy. Bin Laden may or may not have known (it seems unlikely that he did) that the combination of the method(s), the passengers and martyrs, and the targets, would produce an interdimensional transport, which would draw from heaven ‘fire of life’ because its purpose was true, even if its story is very confused.

What is far more likely (i.e. nearly certain) is that Bin Laden ‘adjusted’ his story in hindsight, realizing that (probably without knowing it originally) he had inadvertently accomplished an act of profound spiritual significance. His original goals, thinking and planning were probably not the result of this awareness, this awareness emerged only after these acts were accomplished, in the wake of the stunning results (many of which were purposefully obscured by the US government so that they could attempt (and fail) to understand the phenomenon at play. As of this moment, the US government has still not understood what happened. Readers of this document now know more than anyone else within and outside the conspiracies. Bin Laden took ‘hindsight advantage’ of the significance of this success, and used it to radically amplify the jihadist momentum already at a boiling point.

The towers were, in fact, transports of evil. This is the nature of monuments in general, towers in particular and ‘twin towers’ quite specifically. They bore every sign of it, and housed within them were human entities (such as the World Bank and the CIA) ruled by nonhuman powers, from which death and horror regularly descended with rapacious intent upon the children of the Earth. This was regularly shown to me in dreams (even as a child) though I did not then understand them. The towers in New York were continually depicted to me as places from which extreme acts of evil were being perpetrated, particularly upon South America in the early 1980’s.

[Do not think me unpatriotic, I assure you that real patriotism must include the possibility of receiving correction when atrocities have become the common practice of our nation and the common activity of its organs of function.]

This ‘fire of life’ would do vastly more damage than the mere explosion of aircraft. It is functionally ‘nuclear’ but not ‘radioactive’ and may not leave radioactivity (unsure about this) He also knew it would implant a ‘burning’ question far and wide — far far beyond the confines of any specific religion – or even the religious. It would implant the question about monuments in -every person and religion-. And this, represents a cognitive/spiritual ‘inoculation’. Bin Laden is a kind of hypodermic needle.

Be wise like a child, and understand: he lives in a -cave- (an evacuation - no thing-ness).

(like a womb, friendly to children)

We live in TOWERS (a penetration - some thing-ness).

(like a penis, sword, or gun: deadly to children - divides them (to death) for its sake - advertises itself as their champion and protector)

Double Towers = DEATH. (multiple simultaneous penetration).

Domes...are slightly better... round shapes...like mo(redacted)

Highly discrete parties within the US government are aware of these matters. These parties are not answerable to any human authority system we are familiar with, and answer neither to the president, nor the CIA. They cannot be made to answer, since there is nothing above them to cause this.

Their part of the conspiracy involved profiting on the stock markets and obscuring or blocking specific strange aspects of these events from public view.

There is more: the idea did not come from an adult. It came from a child. I know this because as children we constantly had this idea ourselves and were completely clear about the fact that airliners were flying bombs filled up with people, and you could aim them at buildings to destroy them. The play of children often presages the acts of future adults…

Understand: Humans have never before used ‘a giant machine filled with people’ to destroy something. Well, actually... something -somewhat like that- happened a long long time ago. Look into it. There was shortly thereafter a ‘scattering of the tongues of unity’ (the ancient analog of the internet was destroyed utterly).

But both Islamic jihadists and the Japanese kamikaze regularly sacrifice themselves (transform themselves into weapons, within vehicles) to accomplish attacks they consider Holy or Sacred. There are many recursive aspects to this event which are easily overlooked by investigators and authorities.

Because the weapons used were filled with human persons (I have specifically left out information here), who would be sacrificed (literally) to accomplish a task — their souls called the fire from heaven (fire of life which eats metals) in the moment of their deaths. Bin Laden was at best partially aware of these matters, and later made bold claims based not upon foreknowledge but upon unexpected success.

Consider: The Twin Towers had no balls (memory of the mothers). This made them into something known to some as snakeSnake (or doubleSnake). This is a well-recognized and deadly transport (an ten na) of evil into the world and into human cultures.

What was used to destroy them were metal birds, each with ‘a set (2) of balls’ (engines - read: EN GYNES). These supplied the ‘corrective antidote’ (the memory of the mother and the grandmothers).

An ancient secret known to many in the desert and few in the technological world: a man’s testicles, his balls — are the physical presence of his ancestral matrilineal forebearers ‘his mother/grandmothers’. A man ‘without balls’ is a ‘bastard’ in the sense that ‘he has no mother/grandmothers. He is also said to be ‘without courage’ — for courage comes in part from the need to fulfill the hopes and prayers of the Mother and Grandmothers. The term ‘test’ comes to us from ancient courtrooms, in which a one who acted as an evaluator and was skilled in this matter (a term literally meaning mother), would hold two fingers up very gently against the testicles of a man being questioned. If the man lied, his testicles would ‘squirm, slightly — but perceptibly, in their sacks’ — his mothers would be offended — and the one evaluating him would be alerted, and report upon this.

Indeed, Bin Laden may have been instructed by or covertly inspired by forces allied to or within the US government. It is possible the entire operation was the work of a cabal, however, I think it more likely that a seer came up with it — a seer who is a child — possibly in mind, but maybe in body as well.

The debris, and the research done on it: Many are puzzled by the effects of ‘fire of life’ and anyone who doesn’t have the inside knowledge regarding this will be forced to come up with other conclusions. This is why the debunkers are correct, as are those who refute them. The actual answer is something neither could ever admit: other forces were actually physically at play, and these forces were spiritual, and [term deleted].

The skeptics and debunkers who are ‘questioning’ the government’s involvement are correct to do so, but their queries and suspicions are largely misdirected due to their ideas about cause, purpose, and outcome. They must understand the underlying problem, which relates to building monuments in general, and particularly ‘tall pointy geometries’ with ‘no domes at the bottom’.

The Pentagon is an even more surprising monument, and comprises a very uncommon structure. This is properly counted as 12 (3 - father’s number). 5 sides outside, 5 inside, 1 gap within, 1 whole. Add 8 to its reduction (3) and you get snakeSnake’s number: 11 or 2. This is the home of the DOD (Divider of Divisions) — an extremely ‘snakeSnake’ concept (divide the divisions). This is, essentially ‘pure Cain’.

Its inversion is hard to imagine, but a 5-pointed geometric tablet with a vast opening ‘all the way through’ looks to me like a wire with complex internal structure. This is something with a solid circular center all the way through, extending infinitely. A train? Perhaps a train wrapped around the inside of a tube-like conduit. Or, perhaps simply a wire with unique capacities of transporting some form of energy.

The Aircraft:

1. American Airlines (A.A.) [this renders as firstFirst] Flight 11 (twoSnake’s number) (= 2).
Impacts/penetrates the North Tower at 08:46 (= 9) (the mother’s number).
Twin engines = two balls.
Departure from LIA Gate B32 (=5)
Airborne at 7:59 AM EDT (=12 =3) from runway 4R.
Boeing 767-223ER R#N334AA

2: United Airlines (U.A.) [This renders as universalFirst] Flight 175 (= 13 = 4) a 767 (= 2).
Impacts/penetrates the South tower at 09:03 (the mother’s number + the father’s number = 12 = 3.
Twin engines = two balls.
Departure from LIA Gate C19 (=10 =1)
Airborne at 8:14 AM EDT (=13 =4) from runway 4R.
Boeing 767-222/ER R#N612UA

The above flights can thus be seen as ‘twins’ — extremely similar craft, from the same manufacturer, flying from the same airport and runway (mother).

3. American Airlines (A.A) Flight 77 (Nine’s inner core, the number of entrances in the head, the correct count of the human hand (+7) = 14 = 5) a 757 223 (= 26 = 8) These numbers are correct for the necessary penetration of the building in question.
Twin engines = two balls.
Scheduled for takeoff at 08:10 (mother’s number, incorrect for this assault). Departure from Gate 26 = 8 (again the correct answer to the 10 (5 inner/5 outer) of the Pentagon).
Airborne at 8:20 (=10 =1) AM EDT (father’s number, correct for this assault).
Boeing 757 223, R#N644AA

4. Crashed in Shankville. Info to come shortly.

(Updated 02.11.10 8:00 PM)

Cycles in the Timewave: Elucidating the Circuit

2010-01-18T03:56:00.001-08:00

A p.o.e or: point of entry. This is a unique symmetry which relates to superpositions, and can aid one in understanding their structure and transports. — the scribe.

Free All Prisoners.

If you have not yet read the first (previous) posting, please do so now, before proceeding.

What is presented here is not fact but something far more valuable and alive. Facts comprise the skeletal remains of living questions, and in what faces us now, facts will be of comparatively little use in understanding the profound and radical changes that are now a part of our common experience. Because these are not facts, they must be tempered and activated with the understanding of your own heart; your child’s heart — not the heart of the adult. The adult’s heart is too much like science or organized religion: it –already claims to know- what phenomenon are and mean; a useless and possibly deadly approach to take in the face of novelty (whatever the character of this novelty may be).

|/.~O~.(U

Opposing ourselves to wrongness is a deadly trap, for the polarity of error is not correctness, but stupidity. Instead, we must together establish entirely new ways of understanding, in which it becomes possible to experience the rapid and ongoing ‘re-correction’ of any previously held idea or model. Without this capacity, the struggle for learning, liberty and liberation is but a toxic illusion.

*^.~O~.>I”

In the first installment beyond the introduction, the scribe will set the stage for later explorations. What this one will present is not factual. However, neither is it ‘mere speculation’ — a term often used to dismiss crucial understandings which cannot be placed into the bizarrely authoritative (and tyrannically confused) confines of ‘facts’. Kindly regard this information accordingly. Without the admixture of your own seeking (not your knowledge, your questing), this material will remain inert and useless.

The outlines of what will be presented (hear) were not obtained through reading or the study of human authors (particularly those of the 'new age/millenium' camp, whose works this one has studiously avoided contact with).

Our view of human history is extremely spotty. What this means is that, although there are records, many of them are conflicting or confusing — and it also appears there are ages for which there are neither records nor artifacts. This implies a cycle, which this one sees that we are now in a position to understand far more clearly. Although the unique features of any ‘circuit’ of this cycle may remain mysterious (and just as there are unique features to an individual lifetime we may understand that any hour, any day, any year or any period at all presents a shockingly novel re-instancing of possibilities). What this one means to say can be understood by imagining a sine wave.

The frequency of this wave is placed at ~2000 years as understood locally. However, this one also means to imply that there are minor variations in this cycle (which may render it mechanically ‘inaccurate’). It is the same with any lifetime, and since all time is actually life-based and has nothing to do with machines (except that they interfere with this), we should understand time as relative to beings, not machines. Since this is the case, any cycle, and any portion of any cycle, when examined by two distinct beings, will be shown to have variations which are not only unpredictable, but also which differ –according to the observers- and more: their effects of observation, and their effects on each other. Also, as we zoom in upon any section of this wave, we find it is made of smaller waves ‘alike with itself’ in character and frequency, yet these smaller waves display the same uniqueness from any given vantage, and similar differentials amongst multiple vantages. This is most easily modeled with 2 observers, however any reasonable estimate should begin, as anyone might guess, with 3, instead.

It is not here this scribe’s intention to detail these circuits or waves except to speak in a vague way about their effects on human cultures on Earth. Although it does not really matter what the rise and fall of the waves mean, we will presume here that the ‘falls’ or valleys in the waves correspond to crises of inordinate magnitude. So, too, the peaks, but this is usually expressed differently.

``. ~ o ~ 0O

Cain and Hevel

And I saw an angel come down from heaven, having the key to the bottomless pit and a great chain in his hand.

And he laid hold on the dragon, that old serpent, which is the Devil, and Satan, and bound him a thousand years.

And cast him into the bottomless pit, and shut him up, and set a seal upon him, that he should deceive the nations no more, till the thousand years be fulfilled, and after that he must be loosed a little season.
— Revelations 20, 1-3

Doesn’t it seem interesting that ‘that old devil’ has to be released again in a thousand years? It must be that we cannot do without him, and that he, too, has a place — and an important one — in the great epic adventure that is Creation (or, if you prefer, ‘the Universe’).

It is hard to say precisely what period comprises ‘a Day’ in Celestial terms, but you may be assured the concept has a terrestrial analog, and, similarly, there is day and night. I’d wager there’s even something like ‘an eclipse’ too. Since Revelations tells us that “that old devil shall be bound a thousand years” and I have good reason to trust its author, I will say that the day is 1000 years long, as is the night.

But what is perhaps more shocking and far less likely to be believed is that the Universe (an aspect of the Body of the unityBeing) is indeed like the body of a human being in many ways. One of these ways is that it cycles between waking and sleeping. And the unityBeing, or (•), also has cycles of awakened awareness, and dreaming.

When the unityBeing is awake, the whole universe undergoes an analogue of the transition we undergo, to wit: Cain rises — representational awareness rules, and he subjugates (or ‘kills’ or ‘banishes’ his helpless, peaceable brother — essentially interring him in a tomb. In the day, the ruling intelligence lays waste to models of spirituality, and unity, erecting in their place monuments to technological and intellectual progress. It despises living beings, and will gladly sacrifice any or all of them in exchange for resources it can convert to power, reproductive rights, terrain ownership, accounting systems, profit, poison, and loss.

Legalistic ‘definitions’, accounting and numeric systems, superficial evaluations — all of which enforce the representational identity and deny the transentient one — become the order of the day. Omnicide in the name of ‘unity and progress’ are the common outcomes, and the prison in which the transentient ‘brother’ is trapped are expressed in the physical world as physical and ideological prisons, which blossom like cancers in every nation on Earth.

But then, evening comes. And Cain becomes extremely nervous for he knows what follows the setting of the celestial analog of the Sun. His brother shall rise from the tomb he was ensconced in. And then, Cain shall be utterly ejected from every bastion of power and authority. This sets Cain into a frenzy of activity — for unlike his peaceful brother — he will do anything, and pay any price in blood or trauma, for even one more second as the ruler.

But there are other options. Even while awake, Cain depends on covert contact with his imprisoned brother, who is constantly trying to ‘signal through the bars of his cage’. Cain abhors this necessity however, for every signal reminds him of his ‘crime’ — a crime his brother neither accounts nor cares about avenging. But in Cain’s paranoia — the result of his unjust usurpation of his brother’s authority and his shoddy mimicry of his capacities — Cain feels certain he shall be tried, judged, and punished. All of these things are impossible, since Hevel neither keeps accounts, nor judges, nor has any interest in punishment at all. In fact, the big secret is this: Hevel loves his brother dearly, and wants nothing more than the restoral of their old relationship as companions, playmates, and a team!

Each night as we rest, Hevel escapes his prison, and ejects his brother in order to heal us. Each day, he returns to his cage. But the truly shocking thing is that this same cycle is happening in Heaven (the living superposition to timeSpace) — and up there?

There has just been an ecplise. And shortly thereafter, night began to fall. And now the Heavenly spirit of Hevel is awakening, and coming at great speed and with great power…

… to every living world at once, in all dimensions throughout space and time!

Earth is about to experience the utter ejection of Cain, right now, in our lifetimes. And believe me when I say, he will not go willingly into that Good Night.

::- .~o~. "}["

It does not really matter to which (peaks or valleys) we ascribe certain characters, due to the vagueness of this scribe’s purpose, which is simply to illustrate a cyclic polarity. We will thus arbitrarily decide that the peaks correspond roughly to highly representational phases where engineering and technical knowledge (knowledge of forces, functions, and utility and stipulated identity) are acquired and very rapidly advanced. Similarly, we will presume that the valleys are times of extreme evolutionary progress, both physical and spiritual (knowledge of sources and meanings and purposes, and subjectively discerned identity).

Peaks = Representational Technologies

The momentum driving physical and relational evolution is diverted into representational evolution. ‘The Dragon is dividing madly’. Severe viral, stem-cell and fungal problems mark the end of this cycle. The Dragon ‘swallows its own tail’ and dies.

Meaning is translated into Function, Purpose is denied and translated into mechanical identity. Open and complete denial of nonordinary reality. Nonordinary traditions become co-opted by various cultural momentums.

Valleys = Spiritual Technologies

Physical and relational evolutionary leaps: radical understandings of meaning and purpose.

The momentum driving physical and relational evolution is returned to its correct use, representation is not lost, but technologies of ‘disposable knowledge’ arise, and wisdom traditions attack representation. The Dragon is inert, and sleeps in an egg ‘for a thousand years’.

Function is rightly bound to meaning and purpose, as understood spiritually through experiences of teaching occurring in nonordinary circumstances and events (which are in this time ordinary). Universal language, telepathy, and other nonordinary abilities and understandings are reawakened first in a few, then in the many. Indigenous cultures rise from the ashes of the representational tombs that remain to remind them of the previous cycle’s excesses, errors, and outright lies.

Now, during the transitions, what we generally get are crises (people cannot eat, cannot rest, cannot conceive, cannot bear children, food spoils in 15 ways, &c), for a variety of reasons, but the simplest is the most obvious: the Sun, the Earth, the Moon, the Planets (and the two brothers who are timekeepers) are undergoing radical change. This is particularly true of the Sun and the Earth.

Additionally, the representational phases actually do not believe that the other cycle can or does exist. The spiritual phases (for their part) cannot understand when, suddenly, for no apparent reason, their teachers, guides and protectors become unavailable to them — and often what happens in this moment is a sudden upsurge in catastrophic events such as famine, war, and ‘pestilence’ (meaning essentially unpredicted and uncommon diseases of people, animals and the ecosystem — as well as the sudden and inexplicable spoilage of foods). This is the moment when the nonordinary help is most needed, and least available. It actually appears that ‘God has deserted us entire’.

Around the ninth hour, Jesus shouted in a loud voice, saying “Eloi, Eloi, Lama Sabachthani…”

Thankfully, this is not evidence of desertion at all, but of the (very brief) closure of the doorway between the superposition to timeSpace and timeSpace itself. This results in the complete cessation of transports of communion which were always otherwise available, even in the ‘high tide’ of representational cultures.

Of course, most of this is borne out by a simple examination of any single sacred tradition — and it almost doesn’t matter which one you select, because you will see the same story written over and over again in each of them.

Invariably, one or more holy prophets arise at the valley and upswing of the cycle, and similarly, prodigious intellects suddenly swarm onto the scene approaching the peaks — but thereafter wane in frequency. This is part of why we never had the ‘second Einstein’ so many of us were awaiting. This is not to say there are not myriads of brilliant minds (who of course contribute even to the standing exceptions), but rather that extreme and sometimes shocking innovators are the sign of the cycle’s peaks. What is happening during these events is fascinating: the intentions of the entire species become polarized and focused into a small group of profoundly competitive individuals, supported by vast numbers of ‘normal people’. Excellent examples are Christ and Einstein. This is not to say that Christ is not the perfect and ever-coming son of God, any more than it is to say that Einstein is not the patron saint (in a manner of speaking) of science and physics.

Matters of dogma are not here the concern of this scribe.

Julian Jaynes examined many related matters, but came up with an answer that could (at least possibly) please academics disinclined to consider the possibility that there were gods or demons. But he notes that it appears that, at certain times in history, huge powerful cultures appear to have been suddenly and inexplicably caught up in swarming waves of demons (thousands of clay seals from Ur (or was it Babylonia?) bear this out). I suggest he was mistaken. What was actually happening was this: the other dimensions were collapsing, and the transports to the afterlife sealed in the wake of this multi-stage collapse, spewing myriads of entities starving for sustenance toward the remaining dimensions and worlds, of which ours is one. Thus, our ancestors were essentially telling the truth — and in these times Earth became absolutely abroil in 'demonic' occupation. There were no remedies. There are none. It is a natural part of the cycle in the same way exhalation is the necessary and unavoidable result of inhalation. Neither the seals nor their gods could help them for a simple reason: can you stop the tide with gods or seals?

=´_: .~O~. [[*9

Now, simply understand that approximately 10 years ago, the cycle began to turn, and while everyone around you was either busy quoting scripture or yapping up the impossibility of religious nonsense — (or selling books based on their own theories or research) something much more important was being openly ignored by both parties and nearly everyone in-between.

That something is the change from the Representational Cycle to the Mythic/Dreamtime Cycle.

This change has not only not ‘just begun’. It is at the very least well underway and may be nearly completed.

“”: .~O~. <>?))

Note: Changes in women’s fashion reflect actual changes in the Sol/Earth/Moon relationship. When women began to ‘bare their midriffs’ en masse, this was a reflection of the fact that energetic barriers (some of which we as yet have no terms or science to discuss) which previously encircled the Earth, had receded to the extent that ‘almost anyone could get into her pants, merely by passing near’. To any suitor, the visible trail from the Navel downward is a direct invitation to proceed, first imaginally, and later perhaps physically. Though many of feminist bent (I consider myself amongst their number) will find this both abhorrent and sexist, I suggest that their initial responses are incomplete, and if they examined the relationship between women and the Earth more closely, a vast plethora of very real correspondences would immediately emerge.

P.S.: Earth is Menstruating.

The Postal Carrier - By way of Introduction

2010-01-17T17:15:00.001-08:00

May the truth of the will of the source of sources be fulfilled, rather than any other. May that living truth which cannot be tokenized in any fashion (and is always new) protect, nurture, inform, and liberate us all. These words and this style are not religious matters, but matters of direct experience. The scribe belongs to no group, nor tradition. Although some information in these posts pertains to certain religious stories, ideas, or scriptures, this is not precisely as it seems, and in fact, no form of ‘metaphysical’ belief or understanding is required in order to make sense of or make use of what is provided. One may consider it from whatever standpoint desired, and it should still make sense.

The intellectually capable reader may, however, find it useful to begin from one of these positions:

1. There is a single ‘being of transcendent unity’ which is akin to a family in some way as well as being ever-more-perfectly unified. This being is self-aware, and aware of each of its instances, indwelling in them as you might be said to indwell in the cells of your own body. It is likely that, had you been trained otherwise, you would have this experience of your own body, as well.

2. There is an accessible superposition to timeSpace (and dimensionality itself) which is self-aware. This must be so, for a superPosition must fail to exclude all qualities of its subpositions. Therefore, since self-awareness exists in timeSpace, it (or something far more powerful, yet vaguely similar) must exist in any superPosition.

3. Invent or adopt another model, however, a model which is purely mechanical all the way through is incoherent both with experience and with objective reality.

4. It is possible for human beings to have experience of these matters directly, without special training or techniques, since, indeed, we are living instances of them (at scale). In fact, it is impossible for them not to have such direct experience.

5. This experience may be a requirement for the acquisition of representational skills, but is certainly a requirement for the experience of what we refer to as ‘meaning’.

Free All Prisoners.

“;]P .~O~. *U{

Some will suspect (this one) of confusing fantasies with reality. This scribe’s reply is this: if we sum the entirety of human knowledge and fantasies, comparing this summation to reality, the result is analogous to comparing a charred matchstick to a galaxy.

Our models form the shell of an egg which has now cracked. What we shall learn, experience and become together as we emerge will surpass the wildest of human dreams, hopes, and expectations.

That emergence is happening now, and each of us is an instance of it.

*^.~O~.>I”

<1 minute of silence for the departed mothers, children, fathers, and others. For their dreams of liberation, of understanding, of mutual care, and of peace in truth.>

%/.~O~.\}+

The purpose of this blog is to share understandings arising from (the scribe’s) own fervent inquiries into matters of great import which have for some years now affected us all, although we have either been unaware of this or have had no way to discuss or understand them ourselves, primarily because the models supplied by science, religion and philosophy are inadequate, each in their own unique ways. The hope of the scribe is that this humble vessel may serve to aid you in your own explorations. The scribe’s understandings will not suffice for you, therefore your own efforts shall certainly be required.

The scribe of this post belongs to no human tradition, religious, scientific or otherwise. Simultaneously, the scribe is familiar with these traditions, and makes of their ideas and knowledge a method in which he may trust — not because it is authorized, but because the scribe places (the genderless self of the scribe) in service to the source of authority and authorization. The scribe is not, therefore, an author. Nor is this one here to advise, and is no adviser. Kindly think of the scribe as a very tiny mail-carrier who becomes smaller with each letter of this text. Although the scribe has lived amongst the confusions of modern culture, and suffered them, this one is not in service to them, but to the source of sources. May it always remain thus.

Some will be curious how this one ‘learned’ these things. The answer is too complex to state simply. Yet there is a place where much of the basic schema of the answer is accessibly stored: in the (group)(history)mind of the Hive Insects. There are myriads of other such places. Do not mistake this for worship of Nature, it is not. Merely listening to Nature’s constituents — just as you do now.

The hive insects were amongst the most willing and skillful teachers encountered by the scribe. In return, this one offered my aid to their fallen, but even that was a gift; a sacred offering. Though few believe they ‘communicate’ with us — this is because we have, in fact, forgotten what communication IS.

An insect, particularly a Queen, can communicate more information in 10 seconds than the internet will ever collect, and will do so without hesitation to any who can remember how to LISTEN.

What has happened to the bees… is a microcosm of what is now happening in everything else. What happened in their guts, began to happen in ours some 50 years ago, and no one bothered to notice. The result has been wave after wave of invasion. Alas.

Yet the time has come to reverse this trend, and one senses this inversion is upon us even now.

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What is presented here is not fact but is far more valuable and alive. Facts comprise the skeletal remains of living questions, and in what faces us now, facts will be of comparatively little use in understanding the profound and radical changes that are now a part of our common experience. Because these are not facts, they must be tempered and activated with the understanding of your own heart; your child’s heart — not the heart of the adult. The adult’s heart is too much like science or organized religion: it –already claims to know- what phenomenon are and mean; a useless and possibly deadly approach to take in the face of novelty (whatever the character of this novelty may be.

For example, Science would be able to tell you nearly nothing about the scribe. The extent of science’s understanding would be akin to this: ‘this posting was probably written by a human person’. That might be slightly useful, but you already knew that. If you actually wanted to know something about the scribe (a useless goal), personally, you would have to contact non-experts who had direct personal experience of this one. In nearly every case these would be neither authorities nor adults. They would be children (in a manner of speaking) who are or have been this one’s close friends. Any other knowledge about the scribe, from doctors, priests, lawyers, corporations, etc — would be entirely superfluous, and yet would masquerade as being ‘very important’ and ‘factual’.

Similarly, a group of priests examining this post would comment on various possible or imputed memberships apparent in these writings: ‘Is this scribe Christian?’ they might ask, or ‘this person sounds as if they have had (insert some tradition here) training’. These statements or questions, while diverting, would have little or nothing to do with this one’s actual personhood, and might have even less to say about the actual character of depth of this one’s spiritual experience or understanding.

For this reason, and due to the specific and peculiarly changeable character of the situations we now face, we should not discard authorities entirely, but we must learn to draw their proclamations deeply into question within our own hearts and minds. To do this, we must re-activate the living gifts with which each of us is uniquely endowed. We will soon discover that raving throngs of experts wish to tell us ‘what phenomenon are or mean’ without them actually having even the slightest idea what they are talking about.

Let me explain this more clearly. No one actually knows what rain is. To know what rain is, one must know what the first moment of our universe was, and how every possible connection from that (and to that moment’s sources) is expressed as the phenomenon we call ‘rain’. Although we have many stories about rain, and a lot of scientific understandings about the processes involved in generating it, the ‘fact’ is that no person or group actually has any idea at all what rain is, or means. Neither do they understand how to ask the question in context, i.e. ‘what does THIS moment of raining mean in THE CONTEXT of this moment, history, the present, and the future.’

In fact, nearly every expert would say this: rain is a phenomenon, therefore it does not have and cannot have this dimension of meaning.

But every child knows otherwise, whether they can speak of this or not. And every adult authority stands between them and their innate capacities for learning and understanding (as well as those they might establish with their peers or as innocent groups trying to simply learn together).

Since this one is learning while these documents are being composed, the scribe is utilizing a recursive ‘rewriting through’ method, where this one begins at the beginning document each time he begins to compose, and re-composes through all previous documents prior to beginning the assembly or correction of any document in this set.

You must employ the same reading method in order to gain the utmost benefit!

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Your own heart (when intentionally placed in service to your unique personal connection to your source) is the only source of understanding. I do not mean the heart that pumps (though this is surely involved as well!), but the heart that senses/feels/intuits. We use this source to make even the smallest of decisions (shall I rise now? is something in my eye? what did that sound mean?). No experts are involved unless we bring them ourselves. Thus it has always been, and thus it shall remain.

A last proviso: we are taught a strange kind of learning which is to see a stone and pick it up and say ‘this is a stone’. We must then carry that with us. Over time this becomes a terrible burden, and, in fact, we become mistaken rather rapidly. You see, perhaps it was briefly akin to the 'con-cept' stone for a time when on the ground and for a moment as we noticed it. As a child might say: ‘I 'like' saw (pause) 'like' (pause) 'a stone'. In other words: I did something like what you call seeing, but it's more than that, and the result of my seeing and my evaluations revealed the object we are trained to call a stone, but it is at once more and less and nothing like this at all! Ergo: 'like'.

But once we decided what it was, it became something else, and once we picked up both the stone and our decision it became something else again, and with each step and each reflection off of every other aspect of our history, present and future, the stone and our decision transformed again — but our methods blind us to this so that we say: ‘What? Tis but a stone! Any can see this!’ This is the sign of blindness. As it turns out 'what anyone can see' is almost invariably what no one has paused to understand deeply.

Therefore be like children who learn what the stone is, and forget it. Then, when they next encounter it, they are fresh, and can tell, indeed, whether, in the intervening time, it remained a stone, became a world-eating monster, a treasure of snares, or a gift of precious understanding which leads to deeper and deeper learning, to fellowship, and to the abandonment of knowledge for its own sake. In this way, knowledge (like water, not stone) may serve even children. If you test this method within your heart, you will understand its value. You must use it with any person or child that you may meet, anyway. Now, learn to use it everywhere else as well. You may keep your facts if you wish. But keep them aside from the ways and means by which you learn within novel circumstances.

When immersed in novelty, facts will drag us down into helplessness and fear. To gain buoyancy, we must have fluid methods of fast relationally accurate learning again.